>Be me, a hopeless 22M doomer virg
>uni student, slightly overweight
>Zero social life, no meaningful relationships except family.
>A girl, She's in one of my lectures, smart, pretty, fucking gorgeous
>Stacy with a capital fucking S
>Stalk her social media all night
>One day after class, I see her walking out ahead of me
>Just felt natural to approach
>Say hi, try to sound casual but my voice cracks slighlty, don't fuck this up
>She turns, smiles, and fuck if it doesn't make my knees weak
>We exchange basic introductions, I'm stumbling over my words like an idiot
>Try to keep the convo going, but she's glued to her phone
>Ask about the upcoming midterm, she gives one-word answers
>I can feel the rejection building, the pit in my stomach growing
>Finally, she looks up and says she has to go, rushed and hurried
>Blackpill drops instantly, reality hits
>"You're just a fat, ugly loser," I tell myself
>"Of course she doesn't want you, you're nothing compared to million chads in her dms"
>Melancholy and depression hit me like a truck
>See her walking away, the perfect picture of what I'll never have
>Forgot to even ask for her social media, stupid fucking idiot
>See her in class, but I can't bring myself to talk to her again
>Still jerk off to her pictures sometimes, imagining what could have been
>Feels so fucking sad and unfair
>That I can never ever have her, never call her mine
>She is just so fucking perfect
>No point to life anymore, just to rejected by nature itself, she was not the only one
>Too big of a coward to kill myself
>So gonna fast (only water) so at least I can die thin
>Cry myself to sleep, weed helps

>>81670609 (OP)
Sorry for you anon, i don't think it will get better for u but nonetheless, hope u at least somehow feel better

>>81670609 (OP)
Sounds like how BPD is described in women but for men. Get a handle, man. She's just a woman. Relax. She's not "nature itself". And the point you should take from this is that you stop trying to stress yourself out, and if you can't, then exercise more in order to regulate your hormones. Women are a siren's call until your first. Stop torturing yourself.

>>81670609 (OP)
Shit's rough kiddo. I'm not going to pretend there is a bright side. Hold your head up and do your best as much as you can. Try and find some love for yourself. Some of us in this world are more alone than others, but we are not lesser people, even if it often feels that way.

>>81670609 (OP)
you're in the wrong lane, anon
either improve to meet her level or stay in your lane

theres always someone for everyone

Well...better luck next life, cupcake.

>>81671126
Aktschually thats factually incorrect, young men outnumber young women due to around 105 boys being born for every 100 girls

>>81671153
you forgot to account for faggots and carpet munchers

>>81670609 (OP)
Just find a looksmatch girl bro.

>>81670609 (OP)
Did you try to rape her ? She deserved it after breaking your heart and you will feel better, always trust on panties sniffer for life changing tips !!!!

>>81670609 (OP)
>slightly overweight
That's literally your fault. How is it unfair in any way?

>>81670609 (OP)
you have some good memory anon
I'm surprised by how detailed your recounting is
I have fucked up memory and basically forget everything the next day, i guess at least ai don't remember the bad stuff
I don't really have anything else to tell you other than sadly, life is probably only going to get worse
what's your major btw? you like it?