I miss you so much.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I don't want you to hate me.
But I can't help it. You are all I want. Even just talking to you made me happy.
I need you. You are my missing rib. My home. It's you.
Please come back. I can't stand it anymore. I can't pretend I don't care. I can't move on. I don't want to. I want you.

>>81671700 (OP)
Just try and call them or something. They're not going to see it here.

>>81671700 (OP)
awh mizore seal pup :(((
he passed away because they kept him in isolation

>>81671700 (OP)
he's cute i hope he is ok
i have nothing to say about the body of your post

>>81671758
h3s dead :((

>>81671715
I do. Everyday. I send a message, everday.
And I feel guilty after I do it.
>why?
Because I don't want to force her to feel bad or to turn that into hatred.
But I can't help it. My heart cries out for her all the time. I need her like I need water.
I'm so sorry for being so pushy. I don't want pity, either.
I just love you, and I need to talk to you again.

>>81671748
>>81671781
Is this true? No fucking way. That's so grim.
>kept him isolated
Billions must die.
But he is literally me frfr

>>81671786
you fucked it up anon, it is time to move on, just make sure to not commit the same errors with the next girl that gets in your life, she won't forgive you and she shouldn't forgive you, if it hurts you then learn how to love

>>81671786
What happened? You make it sound as if you had done something terrible to make her ghost you

>>81671748
>>81671781
Nigga you guys aren't even dying off. There's like 20k polar bears and ~4.5 million harp seals in thje wild.

>>81671857
I don't regret loving her. I don't regret a single second of it. She is the only good thing about me. My love for her is the best thing I have.
I don't want to hurt her with it. But I can't pretend it's not there either.

>>81671886
Im smelling her panties as you cry like a whinny little bitch they are so wet because she knows that im a man and that i will fuck her to submission. IM THE MIGHTY LEGENDARY PANTIES SNIFFER !!!!

>>81671869
I lost myself after it happened. I regret how I acted after. I'm sorry.

>>81671923
Call her and tell her you are, if you mean it. Or if you really mean it, tell it to her face

>>81671959
I call her everyday, anon.
I did everything wrong. God, I'm so fucking retarded.

I pray that we could talk one more time.

>>81671700 (OP)
there will come a payday
hallelujah what a payday
there will come a payday some day (some day)

>>81671990
Have you tried sending a letter? I did that with my ex. It wasn't an apology letter though, I just had more things to say than he had let me. But I'm pretty sure it reached him. You could also send flowers along with it

YOU WERE TAKEN FROM US TOO YOUNG

HOW WERE THEY ALLOWED TO DO THIS TO YOU

>>81672052
Absolutely fucking horrible. Seals are angels, sea puppies, frens.
>>81672041
I can't.
I am sure she saw some of what I sent. But I need to talk to her.

>>81671886
move on already you braindead nigger

>>81672069
You don't know her address?

>>81671700 (OP)
Moids say shit like this after emotionally abusing foids over discord

>>81672115
Foids say this emotionally abusing moids first.

>>81672115
Foids love to psychologically abuse moids though.

>>81672070
I can't. I don't want to either.

>>81672343
if she doesn't give you anyway to contact her and ignores your attempts to then that should say enough about the relationship

>>81672370
I know, anon. But I must try.

>>81672405
what did you do? if she isn't responding then it must be something bad

>>81672541
Doesn't matter.
I just want to talk.

>>81672591
She's with a kind and loving guy now, just stop, you're nothing but a creepy whinny bitch, also you must be 18 to post here kiddo

>>81671700 (OP)
This is how I still feel about the girl I love, many years later.
But I would never tell her that. I blocked her on everything she forgot to block me on.
And I moved on. I didn't move on from what I feel, but I moved on from that part of my life. It's over.
I recommend you do the same.

>>81672674
Why did you do that? Don't you think you could've built a family with her?

>>81672674
I read our messages again. And I stopped spiraling down. It was that easy.
And for that same reason, I want to talk with her again.

>>81672688
>>81672829
women never forget and they are extremely resentful, if they hate you to the point that they blocked you on everything then that means it is over, she won't come back, stop being a subhuman nigger and move on, if your oneitis hates you is because of your own faults because women are extremely easy to manipulate, focus on yourself and on not being a subhuman braindead nigger

>>81672591
it does matter because you obviously did something wrong to make her want nothing to do with you

>>81672933
I just hope she sees this and talks to me. I truly pray to God that she does. Everything, I'll give everything to just talk one more time with her.

>>81673011
How old you are???

>>81673011
nigger she is gone, women don't feel empathy or pity towards the men that have emotionally hurt them, stop being a subhuman

>>81673011
how long were you dating?

>>81673028
Not him but I'm 21 and a somewhat similar situation. Just figured I'd reply to you in case you're the person I'm trying to get in contact with

>>81673028
>>81673053
I'm not gonna give out any specific info. It doesn't matter.
>>81673051
I don't want pity.
But you are right. I have to stop being pitiful. That isn't fair to her.
I will keep reaching out tho

>>81673074
And what country ???

>>81673092
Canada very originally

>>81673091
How long were u dating ??

>>81673092
>>81673098
I'm guessing I'm not the person you're looking for right?

>>81673028
Not OP but I am in a very similar situation, I am fairly old for this board. I just won't make a thread like this on r9k because it just makes people more angry.

>>81673091
is she dating someone else?

>>81673139
>because it just makes people more angry.
True lmao but idgaf

>>81673128
Age and country do add up but he sounds more like op

>>81673214
>he sounds more like op
Wtf does that mean?

>>81673214
Can I ask what letter your name starts with?

fucking hell this place is filled with underage foids. Gook needs to nuke this board

>>81673214
>>81673262
The person I'm looking for, her name starts with H, so let me know if that's you

>>81673214
>>81673262
>>81673320
If this is you H let me know. I really like you and still want to talk to you. I would never be upset with you over something that's a result of anxiety. I understand what anxiety is like. I'm confident that if we could talk things would get better. I wish I replied to you immediately when you last messaged me.

Chances are you aren't H but it doesn't hurt to try.

>>81673214
>>81673262
>>81673320
>>81673583
So are you H?

>>81673214
Are you retarded? You wont confirm if hes the guy youre looking for even though his age and country match just because op sounds more like him. This is one of the most retarded things ive come across today on this image board full of retarded things

>>81671700 (OP)
begging and pleading is pathetic disgusting behavior. i say this because i used to do these things. if the other person is the slightest bit sane this will make them want to get away from you even more. if you're truly sorry figure out why things went wrong and try harder to not do those things. I'm not sure what happened i have no context but if you were the one being abused you can do better. if someone cares about you they'd never abandon you. in any case write a letter apologizing and DO NOT MAKE IT ABOUT YOURSELF AT ALL. admit what you did, you know it was bad, that it hurt the other person, take accountability and mean it and don't mention how you feel at all. if they want to come back they will. give them time and work on yourself because even if things don't work out in the end at least make yourself happy. i say this as someone who's been in your position with the same person several times. it always gets better. but you gotta try, for yourself. don't rely on anyone else to make you happy. i know it's hard but you can do it. from one Anon to another i believe in you. trust me.

>>81674085
This is the best post here. And I tried this. In fact, this was my first approach. Because I wanted to do things right.
But as time passed, I lost myself in my own thoughts and I acted like a retard. I betrayed myself in the process, as I wanted to things the correct way. This is the source of my guilt. This is what I regret.