Rewatching videos over and over
Do you have a habit of rewatching some random videos over and over again for years?
Like your favorite anime from the early 2000s, some comfy movie or something.
I'm mildly autistic and I've done this since childhood to get a sense of security and predictability in my life.
But the problem is that I'm 35 and for the last 5 years I've done NOTHING in my life except stream Todd Howard lying videos on Synchtube for myself waiting for someone to join.
I can't even sleep if I dont watch 2 hours of Todd lying with cup of camomile tea before going to bed.
I'm not even kidding I get anxiety attacks if I don't. And honestly, this is the best part of my day. Like a tradition but so much more.
>why Todd, though?
I didn't particulary choose these videos, anon. In the 2010s when anons weren't Tiktok zoomers, they had the attention span of attending Synchtube streams. Those were the best times of my life, watching vids daily with other anons. Someone added these Todd videos in the playlist and I didn't want to remove them because they reminded me of the good days. Now I can't stop watching them. I basically have no memories from the last 5 years.
Like your favorite anime from the early 2000s, some comfy movie or something.
I'm mildly autistic and I've done this since childhood to get a sense of security and predictability in my life.
But the problem is that I'm 35 and for the last 5 years I've done NOTHING in my life except stream Todd Howard lying videos on Synchtube for myself waiting for someone to join.
I can't even sleep if I dont watch 2 hours of Todd lying with cup of camomile tea before going to bed.
I'm not even kidding I get anxiety attacks if I don't. And honestly, this is the best part of my day. Like a tradition but so much more.
>why Todd, though?
I didn't particulary choose these videos, anon. In the 2010s when anons weren't Tiktok zoomers, they had the attention span of attending Synchtube streams. Those were the best times of my life, watching vids daily with other anons. Someone added these Todd videos in the playlist and I didn't want to remove them because they reminded me of the good days. Now I can't stop watching them. I basically have no memories from the last 5 years.
