I went to the movies the other day by myself and came across this girl who seemed in her early 20s, she was kind of autistic, but was really cheerful and bubbly. I hadn't interacted with a girl in years, it felt surreal, it made me realize I wasted my youth. I'm already 30 and I've turned into a bitter asshole, I rarely smile, or show any sort of emotions, yet I had this cute girl happy and filled with energy, I realize I can never be a part of that anymore, I wasted my youth, I left depressed.

women in their 20s are based and full of life. we leave them be, fellow boomer

>>81674064 (OP)
>30 and I've turned into a bitter asshole, I rarely smile, or show any sort of emotions
robots were like that since childhood

That has nothing to do with youth, it's about mindset. You are miserable because you want to feel that way.