How does one recover from losing their entire personality and turning into a deviant?

You didn't lose your ego, but you should have.

>>81677465
Why? Losing it is horrible. There is no point in living when there is no you.

>>81677415 (OP)
>>81677476
>there is no you
become a reflection of the world
what do you see in your reflection anon?

>>81677616
Someone corrupted beyond hope

>>81677714
Taking action course corrects surprisingly well

>>81678388
It will never undo my crimes

>>81677415 (OP)
Lean into it. Make it your "hidden self" you express to your lover behind closed doors. Meanwhile do poetry or something so you can play off being a freak as just being an eccentric

What is it that makes you consider yourself a deviant anon?

>>81678793
>Baiting me to say you need to get locked up
Not today deviant scum!

>>81677415 (OP)
it was your personality all along