When did you realise it was your own fault youre forever single and youre no better than the retards you used to make fun of?

Was it a freeing experience?

When I asked out a girl and she said no, I proceeded to wait a while and ask again. She then wrote back to me and in a respectful but detailed way explained why she wasnt interesting.

It was the first time someone had took the time to genuinley explain reason without classic foid rudeness

It helped me realise my own flaws and where to improve

>>81680989 (OP)
I never made fun of everyone. I don't like bullies.

when i thought i looked good and saw a candid pic of myself

i never recovered

Its not my fault, its societies fault for brainwashing everyone into believing in unrealistic expectations

>>81681016
cuckholding behaviour
>>81681114
that shit will have you questioning your sanity for weeks

I dont think Im unworthy of love, but I have come to the realisation that I need a lot of work, both physically and mentally.

It was nice to recognise this, its helped me cut down on some bad habits and improve

>>81681114
>>81681164
Hating how you look is really hard. I wouldn't date me either

Im just ugly, and because of that I have an awkward personality
>but people think awkward is cute
Not this level awkward, it makes people uncomfortable