I had intentions I'm going to convention this weekend but my best friend bailed out last minute. Not the odds of me showing up a pretty slim.

Why? Probably cuz I just don't see the point of getting up early driving to a place and being there alone for several hours and then just going home.

I mean I could make friends but on awkward middle-aged man the fuck am I supposed to do. I just wish I had people to do things with so I wouldn't just be working all the time and have a reason to leave the fucking house.

It wouldn't even have to be a call and it would just have to be something that would be fun to do that was distract me from my shitty life

>>81686072 (OP)
Okay, the only drawback of the black widow is she drains your funds and splits it with me but temporarily gives you a reason to live.

>>81686072 (OP)

>I had intentions im going to convention

Thought you were about to drop some banger lines there OP

>>81686086
>BUTMYBESTFRIENDBAILEDOUTAT
>THE. LAST. MINUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHTT.

>>81686072 (OP)
going solo is something you must learn as a man, this is pathetic, just go.

>>81686142
Low-key got me chucking. IDK I didn't mean to sound emo but after that I'm just drained and this was made bigger than it is

>>81686148
this but also make some friends. presumably the convention is something you enjoy? others there will share that interest. try to interact and make friends. is it harder because you're older? yeah, obviously. but you life won't magically change. you have to make it change. and this is your first step. have fun, TRY to make friends, if it doesn't work then pick yourself up after and continue.
>but what if they-
don't care about that. if it's awkward, then it's awkward. but at least you tried. just try.

>>81686167
Sneed on, bro.

>>81686072 (OP)
I used to go to cosplay conventions solo and every time without fail I managed to make tons of new friends and now I have a whole circle of con friends. You have to have aura bro, and stop giving a fuck about your age nobody gives a shit as long as you aren't trying to fuck underage girls

>>81686205
I've gone to conventions alone is just the whole concept that I'm always alone on my weekends I'm always alone at home it'd be nice to have company doing stupid shit.

>>81686302
I don't cosplay and don't have any attention to cocked any chicks I can barely talk to them in real life let alone approach them.

I think the one thing that does bum me out of seeing uglier guys than me with a cute anime girl GF.

It would just be nice I guess but my mindset so fucked that I just want to spend time with someone and have something cool and awesome happen I don't have the aura I don't cosplay I just want to share my hobbies with someone.