I don't actually hate BLACK people and I try to be as nice to them as humanly possible whenever I can irl unless they are ghetto pieces of shit. But I can't stop screaming things like "FUCK NIGGERS UNTIL THEY DIE FROM DEATH" or "MURDER RAPE A NIGGER BABY WITH BARB WIRE" suddenly, unexpectedly, and randomly...

It only happens whenever I am relaxed or I think of something embarassing. But I've said some things like that in public before too... Thankfully not at the top of my lungs! But I worry that it's getting worse. I fear to become employed but I'm running out of money. I really don't want to say these things, any ideas?

>inb4 kill yourself

>>81686633 (OP)
your image seems at odds with the text of your OP if I'm being honest

>>81686633 (OP)

it's cause you engage with racist content (evident by your .png) so that shits lingering in the back of your head

>>81686654
This has been a problem since before I started engaging with niggermania type info. I tried to say I love the blacks and other similar things all the time for years but can't stop saying FUCK NIGGERS randomly for no reason.

>>81686645
Image is true though

>>81686691
I'll rape the chick on the right if no one else will