>found old highschool pictures
>stare at them for a long while
>start crying
he'd hate so much what he became. do you ever think about what your past self would think about your current self?

>>81688508 (OP)
I'm a vastly better person now than I was back in high school. I was barely even human then.

>>81688508 (OP)
i always think of my past self as a poor bastard so he doesn't have leverage against me on that matter

>>81688508 (OP)
yeah and i feel the same way as you
i'm such a complete failure

>>81688705
im glad your happy with who you became:)
>>81688875
wish i could think the same way
>>81688958
im sry anon. idk about you but i honestly feel like a murderer. the eyes i see in the photos arent mine anymore, he died at some point and im just existing in his place

>>81688508 (OP)
I miss the innocence, and the always happy-go-lucky attitude. I miss when going out during nighttime felt mysterious and risky. Now I just wander the streets of my town alone at night, begging for some kind of encounter, positive or negative, just to feel something.

>>81689463
But yeah, I wish that I didn't end up as this lonely empty vessel. I hope that after death you get to experience your life again, just one summertime of that blissful adolescence.

>>81688508 (OP)
My child self wouldn't be surprised where I ended up. I was always a loser and accepted that very early in my life.

>>81688508 (OP)
Just the opposite, my past self should be ashamed thinking about what I'd think of them.

>>81688508 (OP)
>do you ever think about what your past self would think about your current self?
i think my past 15yo self would kinda happy but also a bit sad at the same time. he'd be pretty sad and disappointed that i've still didn't manage to find a gurl to be a cute couple together with, but at least would be proud and happy that we've found something to be really passionate about

>>81689435
>THIS IS NOT MY LIFE
>IT'S JUST A FOND FAREWELL TO A FRIEND

>>81688508 (OP)
I think from a young age (possibly as young as 7 or 8), I instinctively knew I would end up alone and miserable. I've always been like this, but I tried to delude myself into thinking that things would somehow work out.