I am totally and completely obsessed with looking at amateur nudes on Reddit.
It started as just a way to jerk off, easy free porn right? But then I kept checking every day, then every few hours. I follow thousands of accounts, anyone who posts a nude I like I add. I save all of them, sometimes twice (both on my phone and PC). It's been a few months and I've got over 25k saved to my phone, and almost 750gb on my computer. Most of these girls are starting to blend together and yet I keep looking for more.
I don't even think it's porn addiction, I don't even always fap to it, but I'm constantly in awe of and demanding to soak in the absolute beauty, cuteness and warm aura of these women. All I want to do, all day, is gaze at pretty girls.


... I don't think I need help, but I think this is getting out of hand, so maybe robots can offer me some clarity.

>>81691095 (OP)
There's a wind of change in the world, Anon. Things will be different soon. So you don't need to change your habits now, just prepare yourself for new situations coming soon.

>>81691095 (OP)
Anon, I can see where you are coming from, I had to take time to appreciate the picture, and found it jaw dropping beautiful. The problem is, the more pictures you consume, the more your thirst grows, and it will never be quenched. I recommend striving to focus on your future partner's body only. Think about this: how would your future-gf feel if you horded hundreds of gbs of images of other girls body? Insecure about her own appearance? Likewise, what if she horded hundreds of gbs of other men? Hence why I stay away from downloading and sometimes viewing such images despite how powerfully they invigorate me.

>>81691110
What does this mean fortune cookie-sama?
Should I keep collecting these girls like Pokemon? Should I keep wasting all of my free time staring at them? I know I will never be able to do this to a real woman so I feel like I almost need to keep going while I can.

Strange enough is the fact that the majority of the posts there aren't good at all. The amount of old/tattooed/obese women desperate for validation is insane and I assumed I would get bored of browsing because of it. And yet, the idea that there MIGHT be one cute, young brunette, with modest breasts and shapely hips and a hairy pussy, posting herself is something I can't stand to miss out on and keeps me looking.

>>81691095 (OP)
Amateurs aren't real anon. These are professional models who have their pictures posted on dozens of different accounts and subreddits by karma farming jeets.

>>81691095 (OP)
that's nice but source

I'm glad I hate women.

>>81691095 (OP)
I want to bury my sea monkey face in her vagina

>>81691522
>The problem is, the more pictures you consume, the more your thirst grows, and it will never be quenched. I recommend striving to focus on your future partner's body only. Think about this: how would your future-gf feel if you horded hundreds of gbs of images of other girls body?
It is a valid point, but I like to think I would delete them and not care should I ever have a girlfriend of my own. Why would I want to stare at photos when I have the real deal? Even if the photograph is of a 10/10 and she's a 6. There's much to be said about the physical presence of a woman making you less worried about her looks or others, like when you fall in love with a cute barista from seeing a smile and brushing her hand.

Meanwhile it is for sure a slippery slope. I'm sure it won't surprise you but I am also an obsessive lover of gravure modelling. In fact, the two types of pictures fill the same needs for me, though gravure is more of gf simulator since you actually see the faces and personalities of the girls.

Also oddky enough you can't upload files with the filenames assigned by the reddit app here.

>>81691577
No, not on reddit. If you know the right boards, it's a bunch of amateur women either posting for horny reasons or validation reasons, very similar to old tumblr. Yes, there are plenty promoting a bad onlyfans account, but the best boards have a ban on outright advertising. Actually most of those who make OF accounts are small-time shit that the girl only makes because a bunch of simps begged her to after seeing a free ass shot on reddit kek.

>>81691590
Nigga I'm not telling because I don't want too many people to catch onto my favorite boards. It will lead to lower and lower quality women posting.

>>81691601
I used to be like you, then I caved and realized how much I love women, to the point that it's dangerous.

i'm one of these, and he fucking hates it

>>81691696
Schizo ass troon

>>81691691
>Nigga I'm not telling because I don't want too many people to catch onto my favorite boards. It will lead to lower and lower quality women posting
I think you're highly overestimating how active this place is

>>81691534
Well first, you seem relatively intelligent to understand your own situation. I would recommend reading up J.D Unwin's Sex and Culture, it may help to understand things from a societal perspective. The idea that sexual-restraint is what leads to cultural flourishing. That is to say, to fundamentally restrain your own desires and needs for the betterment of yourself and humanity. The tragedy of course is that very few cultures thoughout human history have ever succeeded in subliming their desires, but the ones that did were the ones that moved humanity forward, such as the Romans. It's arguably incredibly tough to go against your desires hence why few cultures throughout history are often talked about.

>>81691095 (OP)
I found that redditors have extremely generic taste in women so I haven't been interested in gonewild in years.

>>81691769
Meh, fair enough-- I cycle three reddit boards with occasional checks of a fourth. The main issue with most of them is that they're all fetish oriented so that's tons of camwhore spam, or they're supposed to be a specific type but then the fags in charge let literally anyone post to avoid hurting people's fucking feefees (Asians Gone Wild was ruined by this, since they let any brown cunt post, as well as """"mixed"""" girls who are clearly white/spic. When obviously people looking for Asian porn are looking for the three Oriental races exclusively). So you have to gravitate towards the ones that aren't specifically for "porn"... Thus the play is to trawl the "rating" boards, which there are very many of for any given body part.
So the three best boards are
NormalNudes, which bans "sexual poses" so it's great to find true beauties
RateMyNudeBody, which attracts a lot of the same posters but has no posing bans.
And NormalNudesGoneWild, which is a spinoff of the first one. Again, mostly the same crowd but there's no restrictions on the types of images.
NoFans is the last one worth using but it's not that good, it's all amateur but mostly hags posting.

>>81691885
Yes, but that's why GoneWild and it's derivatives are shit. And they're too big, the amount of literal trash posting there is gross.

>>81691696
Username please ma'am?

>>81691095 (OP)
Do you find that they're posting more nasty unshaved whores these days anon? Or do you just have shit taste

>>81691647
IMO, the problem is that most men have lost hope in the idea of securing a a pure and chaste women who is solely devoted to them. When I had a girlfriend, I felt my life was complete. She was slightly above average but was my type, and she was a virgin and had a body similar to OP pic. Sadly I wish I had married her rather than giving her the GF treatment. At the very least, I would have secured social company and an outlet for my sexual desire. But unfortunately, the human condition is to count your troubles and dissatisfaction at life than to calculate your own happiness. I do believe I screwed myself over by taking her virginity before marriage. Anyways, the book talks about the eventual collapse of western civilization due to an increase in sexual freedom(especially for women) which drives society to be more individualistic/self-interested, and a rise in mental issues and disorders that often accompany an egoistic and "every man for himself" nation. anyways, it's just a theory.

The only way imo is to control yourself. Movements such as noFap are on the right track, but you need a member of the opposite-sex to release the tension. You could use a prostitute or hookup, but some studies I have read seems to suggest that you will do yourself a disservice to your own sexual satisfaction, and it makes sense. If your first hookup, gave the best blowjob, but your second had great boobs, you will eventually start comparing these things, and we know comparison is the theif of joy.

>>81691095 (OP)
Based art collector

>>81691095 (OP)
uhh i post nudes on reddit (not telling where, don't ask) and i don't care if men save them, i am always careful to remove personal identifiers anyway but i really don't understand why you would save fucking 750 gb of nudes. i am a gooner and if i saved all my favorite porn of all time, it would barely be like 3 gb at most. i don't even look at nudes if they are not exceptional. and i only do it when i'm horny. can you explain why feel the need to save so many?

>>81691875
I think I understand what you're saying, that personal restraint will lead to better things (nofap ideology, but less ridiculous). But even though I spend an inordinate amount of time consuming erotic and feminine imagery, it's not as if I'm sat around gooning to it. I jerk off maybe 4 times a day most, typically it's just twice.
Although these pictures arouse me most of the time, and they may cause a short erection (desu my pelvic floor is fucked), I'm not feeling some.... Uncontrollable need to masturbate to them. Much of my obsession is looking, admiring, loving. The collection aspect is just autism showing through, but many times I just zoom in as much as possible on a pic to gaze upon every pore, every hair, wrinkle, mole, pimple... Every sinew. And when I look at these things, and zoom back out to see a complete image of a wonderful woman, all I can do is let a big sigh and smile. I spent the other evening running all of my pictures as a slideshow and just drinking and listening to music while watching it. I fear I'm becoming too dangerously close to worship of the female race, but in the end, why wouldn't I worship such delicate, rare creatures?

>>81692394
Why would I ask where a guy posts his nudes? kek
If you are an actual biological woman and even slightly appealing, chances are I already follow you and probably saved everything you've posted.
The need to save... Is just pathological. Part of it is a feeling of "What if I need it later?" But the truth is there's enough things posted every day and enough on the profiles to handle daily needs. I think the fickle nature of amateur nude posters is another reason. From one day to the next, an account can be nuked, everything erased, and since most nude reddit posters are using burners, the usernames are so generic as to be easily forgotten (meaning hard to search). To me, I deserve the ability to always see the pictures again, because I was there when they were posted-- it's capturing a moment of intimacy between two ends of an anonymous digital connection. When girls I really like delete everything all of a sudden, it does depress me, a lot.
And also, just for completion's sake-- if I'm saving some of your content, I might as well make a complete archive, no?
Like I've said, some of these girls are incredibly gorgeous, and some are just average, but they all have an undeniable appeal or glow that I want to hold onto. It's like finding a shiny Pokemon, even if it's ugly puke green or unnoticeable besides the sparkle, you're still going to catch it, even if you just box that shit forever.

>>81691095 (OP)
Reddit used to be really good for porn until it basically just became an advertizing platform for OnlyFans and other monetized amateur porn distributors. Now pretty much every single post is an advertizement, it used to be genuinely horny people posting shit because they got off to it, now it is all just a billboard for an OnlyFans page. Reddit would be massively improved if they banned advertizing OF pages and other such sites.

>>81692327
You have the homosex, sorry to say robot.

Anyway, my preference is for pubes, especially on these average, every day girls-- it just feels more realistic. But I don't discriminate. One thing this hobby taught me is that I really don't have a type.... My ideal is a woman like the OP image, and previously described. But I don't care at all really, I'll save and fap to any fertile, biological woman within a reasonable weight without tattoos. I follow girls freshly turned 18 and women over 30. I cum to bald pussies, wild bushes, everything in between. Pink bits or brown bits, large breasts or flat chests... Brunette, blonde, redhead. White, Oriental, even Latina. All are okay with me if they're exuding an indescribable amount of femininity.
I know you are gay and won't understand, but as a straight man, all I want to do is adore women and bask in their sunlight.

>>81692547
Most boards on reddit have banned spammy shit. It was really bad a couple of years ago but it fell off when mods cracked down. I think most boards don't allow you to use a picture you've posted on like 3 other places, the Gone Wild ones ban people for posting template/click bait, and most of them don't allow you to post a direct link anymore. To find the pay sites, you almost always have to click the profile and then seek out a link

>>81691095 (OP)
Who is this person anon? She has a very sexy body

>>8169240
Admiri
>>81692402
Admiring the female race would be considered wasting your own sexual energy, even if it means you haven't jerked off to them. But if I could, I would admire them all. Hence why the most famous rulers had concubines only for themselves. The problem of course, is that porn provides that concubine illusion even if you haven't had sex with any of them. And I fear that VR paired with AI will make the distinction between reality and the virtual world indistinct. At what point does this become a drug to soothe the burden of reality? Anyways, what has helped me is to self-improve in reality. That is to say, to get out of my head and try to mark a mark in this shitty world.

>>81693190
Not OP, but taking everything into consideration it's probably just a one-off. Unfortunate, because she is indeed very hot.

>>81691095 (OP)
>I don't think I need help,
>almost 750gb on my computer
Brother... you need to help yourself and delete EVERYTHING. Delete your account or unsubscribe from every bitch you've saved.
I've been struggling with this shit for years. I've been deleting my porn folders just to rebuild them and to delete them again and again and again. I've started another one recently and I will probably end up deleting it now due to this thread.
Just remember, all the time you spend on saving that shit is time wasted, time you will never get back, ever. The amount of time I've wasted on this shit, had I invested it into something useful I'd probably be richer in two useful skills. Delete this shit and never look back.
You might think to yourself "oh I will just keep my favourites and delete the rest" but that's not how that works. Your favourites will never be enough, they will never satisfy your lust. You will just end up going out and saving more shit. I learned this the hard way: there's ALWAYS a hotter bitch waiting just clicks away from the last hottest bitch you've seen. It's a never ending cycle. The sooner you stop the better.

>>81693531
>>81693190
Yeah OP here I unfortunately can't figure out who she was from my phone. I saved that on 6-18 but she isn't in my upvote history meaning she probably erased her posts one by one and then her account. She definitely posted more than once though as I have a few more from that day and her breastbone line lives in my head rent free.
I follow quite a few similar looking girls, that perfect phenotype is thankfully somewhat common.

>>81693715
A lot of this is going to be lost media if I delete it, never to be seen again. That kind of scares me. I just feel like we need to keep a record for the sake of all things beautiful. Sometimes I'm not sure what I would do if I didn't have beautiful women to gaze upon, day in and day out.

>>81691095 (OP)
I used to love NSFW Reddit. I liked that it was just normal girls sharing pics, voluntarily, for free, for fun.

But yeah. It's a bad habit. Try to stop OP. Assuming you want a wife and kids one day it has to stop at some point.

>>81694142
>I have a few more from that day
You should post them all!

>>81691095 (OP)
You lack a purpose friends and especially a woman in your life. But yeah I can't blame you, life sucks, if it fills you with happiness no shame about it.

>>81694168
I completely understand, I'm in the same boat.
>A lot of this is going to be lost media if I delete it, never to be seen again
And it's fine. Trust me, I've gone through so many amateur women thinking to myself what a travesty it would be to lose those pictures, after deleting my folder sometimes I couldn't find some of the women again, using their names in various search engines with zero results or looking up the sites where I found them.
And I moved past that and stopped caring. Because there're hundreds of thousands of women as beautiful and another hundreds of thousands even more beautiful
>Sometimes I'm not sure what I would do if I didn't have beautiful women to gaze upon, day in and day out.
There will always be beautiful women, there will always be a woman more beautiful than the last one.
It's an addiction, a hoarding addiction and you should treat it as such. You are wasting hours of your life you will never get back looking for and saving pictures you probably won't bother to look at again, cause there will always be more women that will appeal to you and you will feel the need to save them.
Fuck it, I'm deleting everything again, removing all the bookmarks too.

>>81694308
Why don't you find one of these women to keep irl

>>81694219
I kept having to mirror them because 4chan thinks the files as downloaded are spam, but here:
https://files.catbox.moe/8meq9e.jpg
/858x6x.jpg
/kw7r5b.jpg
/yb2orq.jpg
/diepxz.jpg
/6mvw8f.jpg


>>81694308
I don't know dude, maybe it's okay if the photos disappear and just become a fading memory... But then I'm just the coomer Roy Batty.
Comparing it to physical hoarding is pretty real, though. I know "data hoarding" is a legit thing, but I do sometimes find myself automatically or absentmindedly or subconsciously hitting the download buttons as soon as I see the images. It's true, I will rarely if ever view it again, but it FEELS good to "have" it. It isn't like trading cards or something where I want to show off and flex. It's gratifying and, again, intimate, and feels special. Like this anon >>81694211 says, it feels nice that they're just posting the stuff to get off and feel good. It's genuine and honest.

There are always bigger fish, for sure, but why should that mean that I don't want to see the others? The next most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my life is indeed right around the corner, hell she could have posted a nude while I typed this. But that's ok, because one woman causing me an uncontrollable urge to cum today, doesn't invalidate the one who did it yesterday. I like them all for different reasons, even if I've forgotten some here and there.

But it is what it is. I'm almost 30 fucking years old, and I accept that I will never have a real relationship because some of us just don't get to do that, that's why we're robots. A woman isn't going to fall into my lap whether I archive every nude on the net or not, and the approach/social game is dead. These girls make me feel something, which is more than anyone IRL ever did.

Btw, I'm not arguing or trying to sound defensive. I made the thread to get outside perspectives but maybe sounding all of these things off is revealing my true level of zeal (which honestly is surprising even me)

>>81695036
>I kept having to mirror them because 4chan thinks the files as downloaded are spam, but here:
Damn what a woman. Great ass too. Literally a perfect body WTF

>>81695206
That's the thing, these women are like... Faeries, or fleeting sunlight through dark clouds. When they post a few images and then disappear it's like a glimpse of the glow. It's perfection, and it's common enough that I can believe any random cute girl I see could be one of them under her clothes. I think that's why I can't help but obsess over them and sing their praises.

Also, on my computer now, I can confirm the poster deleted the images individually before deleting her account, as the archived versions are no longer available on reddit. Link here https://www.reddit.com/r/RateMyNudeBody/comments/1lemwd5/f_i_know_im_on_the_smaller_side/

Oh a quick read of the deleted thread shows the user was purrsian_96. I couldn't believe this woman was 29 when she first posted, she was far too nubile. If you Google her user, seems that not *all* of her posts were deleted individually so some are still there, thank god.
This is why I archive, this is why I save, copy, backup and check daily. A case study, if you will. Can you imagine a world where this gorgeous girl's body was never something you saw, even in a world where you could have? I love women too much to accept that kind of world, I want to see them, flaws and all, and dream of the softness of their skin or the warmth of their erect nipples or the texture of their stretch marks and scars, and worship them like the central stars they deserve to be......
If it were the last thing I did, on my dying breath, I would want to praise a nice female.

Here's the other one I fished up. Seems only one post of hers is completely lost, thanks to my saving of the first 6. Actually, I remember the text of the post and I think it was the same images of the first one (or some of the ones I posted) which is why I wouldn't have saved them all. And would explain some of the similar yet slightly different shots.

>>81695258
>I can confirm the poster deleted the images individually before deleting her account,
They always seem to to that. Maybe they get worried someone will recognise them. But yeah girls are hot. I wish I was handsome so I could touch many girls.

>>81695369
She has really nice lips. Imagine kissing those all night

Eh on further inspection I don't think that was purrsian_96 and was instead Excellent-Ad190, who only made the one post and nuked. Only because I realized the breasts are very different. Still, that's two gorgeous ladies that might have never had their sunshine touch anyone else if not for my hobby.

Maybe I am going down a bad path of obsession, but I'm ok with it.

I do a similar thing with feet and soles, though my collection is merely gigabytes

>>81691095 (OP)
They are addictive to fap to because they seem attainable.
For me, its 2D anime girls that have some of the features of 3D girls, like sagging small tits, uneven breasts/nipples, a bit of stretchmarks, etc.

>>81691095 (OP)
for you, anonbro

>>81695036
>I kept having to mirror them because 4chan thinks the files as downloaded are spam
Cheers for those! (Was gone for a while)

This is pathetic, OP. Get a hold of yourself; you're worshipping females you won't ever meet or see in that context IRL.
You are a loser, virgin, etc. But that's never gonna change if you spend all your free time looking at porn. >>81696252
>brown
Meh, the tits are nice but she's clearly a Indian

>>81697141
>you won't ever meet or see in that context IRL.
Yeah, but everyone did at least 20 years ago when corn syrup wasn't everywhere.
Not OP btw. Just saying as an average girl appreciator.

>>81691095 (OP)
Based. For me, it's celeb tits/nudes.

>>81691095 (OP)
Its all just promoting OF and every girl uses the same poses and captions. I get that there is really good shit on there but it just takes way too long to find one or two pics that actually get me rock hard.

>>81691095 (OP)
It's crazy how I have only ever seen a woman naked through a screen

>>81691095 (OP)
I fucking hate women and I am very autistic but at the same time I am super horny and have emotional needs. It completely tears me apart and I feel like I am gradually going insane every day. If this goes for long enough I will either kill myself, shoot up some place or release a black metal album.

>>81699290
>shoot up some place
Anon this is dumb. Dont hurt other people just cause you can't get laid.

>>81694142
OP, I had the same problem back when I was single and relatively depressed. This would've been in like the 2013-2015 time period. It was back when girls would post freely on reddit showing everything (including face) just to get some positive male attention WITHOUT promoting OF or selling anything. Back then the girls would actually engage in the comments instead of posting 30 pictures with a link to their OF.

My favorite part was doing something similar to what you are doing. It was the best feeling having a folder of someone's nudes who deleted their account. It was like your own mini vault and it felt more "personal"? IDK. I was in a weird headspace at the time. At one time I had close to 2 GB of saved nudes (and this was back when iPhone 4's and 5's were a thing so that's a metric shitton of pictures).

Deleted everything and wiped the drive one day. Just had a moment of clarity that it was SO much time and effort literally wasted for no reason whatsoever.

>>81700080
I was a mod of a subreddit for a specific style of panties and back in 2015 and before they only posted on it to make others happy. Then it got taken over by OF sluts. It took me ages to figure out how to combat it all using mod tools. Then I ended up getting banned and all my time spent moderating ended up being a waste

You guys keep talking about wasted effort but saving pictures is barely doing anything. Especially since I use gallery-dl for the organized files on my PC.
Time... It is a time sink, but I don't know what I'd be doing otherwise. Half of it is time I'd be jerking off anyway, the rest is just, I dunno, relaxation?
Anon here >>81700080 totally understands the "why" of my obsession but like I mentioned, I find I'm doing it absentmindedly at times too, just kind of like a trance state. Oh god, I hope this isn't like the NHK scene where Satou discovers internet porn.

>>81691095 (OP)
>amateur nudes on Reddit
>OF link in their profile
lol
lmao

>>81700353
>You guys keep talking about wasted effort but saving pictures is barely doing anything.
Because I'm OCD when it comes to digital media, so I had organized file structures based on what the photo was. For example:
reddit>pussy>trimmed>username
or
4chan>tits>huge>natural>date
It wasn't just a right click, save as for me. THAT got to be too time consuming.

Man, don't ever stop they look amazing

>>81691095 (OP)
I'm not that obsessed but I also exclusively jerk off to reddit girls. Especially if they take amateurish photos and look insecure in the way they pose. Very cute. My dick literally doesn't get up if I look at tattooed porn whores, in fact I lose my erection.

>>81700884
Oh well yeah that would be a huge amount of time and effort wasted. Gallery DL sorts folders for me but I don't know what to do about the thousands of photos on my phone.
.

>>81701388
Agreed, that's why feedback boards are the best because the girls don't even think they're hot. Some days though, even those are full of gross tattoo whores. This morning my scrolling was rather demoralizing as there were only a few new posts that caught my eye and I'm so many it's like "objective 10/10 goddess" but then she's gross and does any of the following
>nipple piercings
>any tattoo at all
>keeps posting pictures of herself using butt plugs
Unfortunately, it seems that the majority of hypersexual zoomers have fallen for all of these Jew tricks. I'm a millennial myself so I don't mind the older posters but I'm also not interested at all in some 35yo hag, so it becomes frustrating to go to sometimes. That's when gravure comes in clutch