>>81692027 (OP)>I miss it a lot. I have a job now and it sucks.Same feeling. The only good thing about me graudating college late and getting a job is that my parents are now proud of me. The money is nice too, but it's hard to enjoy anything when you wake up too early and work 40h a week. I'm purposely not doing any normie shit with my money. Like, I'm not moving out, not buying a car, never marrying and never having kids. All I want is to keep saving 70-80% of my paychecks and ensure that I retire in my early 40s. I actually have a good shot at that so far and it's largely the reason I'm not depressed, just almost depressed. The normies I work with live paycheck-to-paycheck and have a lot of debt and responsibilities and they joke about having 30-40 more of wageslavery to go. I'd honestly want to rope if I was in their situations. Even the 12-13yrs I still have to go feel like such a despressing waste of my youth...
