>>81695599 (OP)I like it but only as a way to connect with a guy because it makes me feel like it brings us closer together and we get to share a thrilling moment (Moreso I see it as a gift for a guy I like to enjoy), it doesnt bring me much pleasure and i prefer being eaten out or using a toy for orgasms.
I personally care too much about my own time to just let someone fuck me whenever they want so I don't ever use it as a way to get what I want because that whole scenario icks me out. If he won't give me something I want for just being me then I don't want it from him. I'm not a transactional person.