I've been trying to reach out again to someone I met from this board I was an asshole to and gave up on. I wrote a letter explaining my actions. In it, I admit that it was entirely my fault for being selfish and lacking the willpower I needed to put myself back on track. Instead, I chose to cope by telling myself it could have never been.
After I was forced to reflect on this, seek help and becoming aware of exactly where I went wrong in life, I realized it never had to go down like that. Not one bit of it was their fault. I know that the lesson I've learned will help the next time I meet someone important.
But. I haven't been able to send it to them.
If it's too late to fix things with you, I understand. Just let me have the closure. Please.

1 bump just in case my thread actually works. I drew the shitty image btw if that wasn't clear.

Not everyone gets closure anon. Somethings end unsatisfyingly and that's all you can get.

>>81695649 (OP)
Lmfao, I dream of this being what she tells me.
However she ignores my every attempt at contacting her. As if I never existed.

teII us about the person op

youre not the person id hope would write this because he was a better artist l o l

>>81695649 (OP)
Why be vague? Just address him directly and you increase your chances of this actually reaching him.

>>81695950
I'm being vague on purpose but we shared our favorite game, aligned sexually basically perfectly and had the same sort of relationship goals. I was just too caught up in escapism bullshit and anxiety for the future to value them properly

>>81695649 (OP)
I dont forgive you. What you did to me was unspeakable.

>>81695975
Jfc, I have literally prayed to hear those words.
It ironic that when I do, they aren't directed to me. I should kms.

What's your initials, like irl initials

>>81695649 (OP)
oh fuck you stop trying to make my life miserable again im happy now and I dont need to remember this shit

>>81695991
WELL I GUESS I HAVE IMPROVED MENTALLY. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SEND MY LETTER SO BAD. Even though I'm willing to go on I'm deathly afraid that they found someone else already

>>81695999
It's very strange, but also intriguing to me that anons are feeling this way about my post.

>>81696009
Oh so you haven't sent the letter? Where will you send it? Like as a message? On what platform.
Sorry, I'm coping.

>>81696028
The image is meant to explain. I'm wishing to send it through discord. I also resent a request to them on another platform but they haven't been online on it since the day before which is scaring me.

>tfw no one will ever regret stopping talking to you because youre boring and not worth the regret

>>81696041
>sent a request
FUCK
It's not me...
Send it, anon. Whether they respond or not, at least you will know you tried.

>>81695649 (OP)
if you wanted closure you wouldn't want to engage with them still
just move the fuck on lil bro she's already dming someone else

>>81696096
Closure in this case is me trying to apologize once and for all, because when I'd say I was sorry before it was over it was me being self-loathing and pathetic, not helpful.
And I don't want actually closure either, but the chance of things going back to the way they were is extremely low imo like you say. So closure to that is what I'm bracing for

>>81695649 (OP)
The girl in the pic looks exactly like me but its not me lol oh well

>>81696181
I failed at making myself look like a male I guess

>>81696312
pack it up boys its just some faggot sad over a girl, its not a girl who cares about you and wants to apologize for wronging you.

>>81696557
Why can't I simply be a guy that's sad for wronging someone?

>>81697027
>>81696312
You were vague about genders on purpose so you would get more replies.
That's annoying.
Use the letter thread next time.

>>81698013
It was to avoid being shit on, and I did not know the letter threads still existed. Oh well. I'll stop replying to this thread now, to me it was only a call into the void.