i push people away and i hurt someone i love, now i think they hate me. They were also unstable so im scared they've done something drastic :C
if things dont work out im ending it

>>81696585 (OP)
Reach out to them and apologize, they probably really badly want to hear from you again and don't hate you. This is from someone in the identical situation your person is in.

>>81696585 (OP)
instead of hurting people left and right, what about you work on yourself? so the day you meet your person you can really love them instead of just fucking them up

>>81696621
I sent like 20 messages and they havent responded for hours, im just stressed

>>81696626
i will i promise

>>81696585 (OP)
You have taken the first step by posting on 4chan. I imagine that will really help the situation.

>>81696642
Try phoning them instead.

>>81696642
hours? my child, you are too clingy

>>81696866
I don't have their number :C but im hoping they respond soon and that they just went to bed

>>81696890
maybe, but i can't sleep like this :/ it's been a little over 7 hours

>>81696903
>it's been a little over 7 hours
do you think they anhero? did they have the means to?

>>81696979
I had to look that word up but I still don't understand the question sorry :/

>>81697000
do you think they killed themselves and do you know if they had a gun or something like that

>>81697016
they do have access to one so it's scaring me a lot, If they don't respond I'll look on their familys social media to make sure they're okay. this is all a lot TwT

>>81697040
ok now tell me, why do you push people away? i mean, is there a reason? something triggering you?

truck just arrived

>>81696585 (OP)
you didn't hurt me at all, it was me that hurt you and I'm very sorry for that. I turned off my phone even tho I know I shouldn't have, I'm sorry for making you worry so much. and I'll never hate you.