Believe it or not but I actually really want to work and make a life for myself, but I know I can't since I'm now disabled

Background info: Many months ago I took different medications since my doctor told me, but it made me feel weird and made my blood pressure and heartrate all out of wack and I had to go to the ER, I now continue dealing with head episodes like lightheadedness and dizziness, like someone is squeezing my head
I also often have total insomnia where I go for weeks with barely any sleep which I didn't have before
I have extreme anxiety which I also didn't have before. Even taking a shower freaks me out and leaving the house gives me intense panic attacks

The good news is my parents have no problem taking care of me and will do it until they die. My future will most likely be NEET for life until they die and then maybe I go to a group home, assuming I don't become homeless or something.

Feels bad man

nice nice, now post your genuine real IQ

>>81697190 (OP)
i want to empathize but you have to understand posting a w*jak is like stapling a big stinky log to your post like just stop saving this trash man stop posting them they're so fuck ugly man god damn please stop

>>81697190 (OP)
i have an idea for you if you're willing
become a vlogposter; record what your life is like, what you eat in a day, what you're struggling with, etc.

it'd be like a journal for you but open to the public
you might think this shallow at first or maybe even cringe but some folks are actually interested in this sort of thing, it's like peering into the shadows of what could've been

>>81697190 (OP)
That's not a disability. Just smoke some weed bro

>>81697223
I thought frog posts and wojaks were like the bread and butter for 4chan. I don't understand this lol

>>81697228
That's actually a good idea, thanks. I've thought about that, or maybe just a job where I can work from home or something digital. But I don't know what it'd be.

>>81697275
>maybe just a job where I can work from home or something digital
if you have the skills, go for it
theres so many opportunities in this world, one just has to be willing to seek it

>>81697223
I hate the antjak

>>81697223
>i want to empathize but you have to understand posting a w*jak is like stapling a big stinky log to y0ur post like just stop saving this trash man stop posting them they're so fuck ugly man god damn please stop

F. I never thought I'd end up a NEET for 20 years and courting, but they did miss my autism as a kid. Smart but a social retard.
Then I was completely fucked by the gutting of all autist friendly jobs (back office jobs, etc) since the 90s. Now I have no way to survive in a 9-to-5.