Ive never had a conversation with a woman that didnt feel forced, either on my end or their end. Never just talked to a lady and it felt nice like we were both interested

>>81697492 (OP)
Actually thats not true, now that i think of it the only women that have talked to me in a mutually interesting way were all already dating someone else, so i artificially pull myself back and keep distance because i dont want to tangle with that can of worms. But "available" women? Fuckin never

Yeah, this is pretty much the same for me.
Shit, just to make it through some small-talk without sperging out is enough of an achievement.
Depresses me that some women will stare at me, but will never speak to me.
I'll never have that thing where the woman does all the work and basically talks me into her bed. I just want to be desired and held, bros.