Stupid fucking faggot here. I am completely stuck. Tried suicide, it failed and I went to the hospital and then the psych ward for a month. Now I have even less freedom to do anything, constantly have to say, where I go, what I do and so on.
I have things that I like doing, I have a hobby, I have a few friends, but I am obsessed with dying. I love this girl, but she started dating my former friend about 6 months ago. If I can't have anything then I'll take the volcelpill, maybe that will fix some issues, because I do not want anybody else. I do not want more friends, I no longer want a relationship. I will probably live as long as I want to. Would going to the range and killing myself there work? Would it be easy, I mean.

>>81701114 (OP)
you need a hug buddy

>>81701114 (OP)
A lot of ranges have a two person policy to rent guns, specifically so people can't walk in and kill themselves.

>>81701165
If I brought my friend, who I really don't care about, to the range, fed him laxatives before, so he goes to the toilet, I would have a little time to wait for no one to be there and I could do it maybe.
Just a thought, idk if i will go through with it. Many thoughts like that.