Write a letter to someone who, may or may not, read it.

This is a metaphorical post

There are many like it

But this is my own.

There are no more dawns
I don't know how to go on
Now that you are gone
- (R)etard

>plan to make my bed
>go outside for a walk
>get my shit fucked by shitfuckers before I walk out the door
>meanwhile elsewhere in the city
>siege warfare -like tactics among ICE vs protesters
Much science

So wow

>>81705596
You should leave California, that place is unhealthy.

the thing i most dislike about you is that you think you have a right to control what other human beings are allowed to do. this stems from the fact you are a powerless loser in real life. you need the internet to make you feel like you are something.

the thing i most dislike about you is how you view any criticism of your actions as some retarded power struggle or an attempt to control you. asking you to please stop hurting me or yourself isn't about control, it's about concern. you need to make treat disagreements as a battle and rebel against everyone to feel like you are in control, because you have no control over your body and yourself. oppositional defiant disorder is a childhood illness, grow up. no one hates you or wishes to control you.

ryan stop calling me off voips retard

>>81706764
Why don't you yell words at this person about your delusions directly instead of being a schizo here? You've been at this for weeks, you're worse than Mike.

>>81706819
ryan smells like dry booty poop flakes

ryan here, scratching my stinky warm moist shitty bootyhole

sorry to all posts below me who are gonna get the flakes

My sweet little whorish Nora I did as you told me, you dirty little girl, and pulled myself off twice when I read your letter. I am delighted to see that you do like being fucked arseways. Yes, now I can remember that night when I fucked you for so long backwards. It was the dirtiest fucking I ever gave you, darling. My prick was stuck in you for hours, fucking in and out under your upturned rump. I felt your fat sweaty buttocks under my belly and saw your flushed face and mad eyes. At every fuck I gave you your shameless tongue came bursting out through your lips and if a gave you a bigger stronger fuck than usual, fat dirty farts came spluttering out of your backside. You had an arse full of farts that night, darling, and I fucked them out of you, big fat fellows, long windy ones, quick little merry cracks and a lot of tiny little naughty farties ending in a long gush from your hole. It is wonderful to fuck a farting woman when every fuck drives one out of her. I think I would know Nora's fart anywhere. I think I could pick hers out in a roomful of farting women. It is a rather girlish noise not like the wet windy fart which I imagine fat wives have. It is sudden and dry and dirty like what a bold girl would let off in fun in a school dormitory at night. I hope Nora will let off no end of her farts in my face.

i cannot understand why you don't hate yourself.

everyone hates themselves, especially people who namefag for attention on the loser board.

>>81707139
I do, a lot actually
My heart is racing as I type this.
I wanna go back home but I fucked this too
I never wanted to die like I do now, but I still want to continue on like nothing I did here mattered.
Sorry anon, it took a lot to get the keys to my car and I feel like I somehow need to be killed for it. But id really rather not die either
I wouldn't survive in anything but cool shade and I'm not fine, I shouldn't have left the ward so soon. What a shit fathers day I left off on

>>81707139
What are you on about? We have someone spamming inane garbage about a literal who, a copypasta, some depressed saps, some bitter saps, a namefag, and OP. This is self hate central. No one who loves themselves would be here.

Dad, I can't help but wonder if I would have turned out differently if you'd been in my life.
I didn't have any male role models growing up.
My mom's great, she really did her best, but I don't think she was equipped to raise a man.
So here I am, a nervous, soft, gentle man.
And because of that, the world tramples on me so very easily.
I hope whatever you were doing instead of being a father to your son was worthwhile.

IM A LITTLE O.D.D

MOST PEOPLE DONT REALLY GET ME

sounds like a group exercise in the mental hospital. no im not willing to get metaphorical

>>81707214
you should definitely look into institutionalizing yourself and taking whatever pills they give you. thumbs up.

Dear God

Why did you make like this? Was it a dare or a fun experiment? I just dont see why I have to be born a sea monkey.

PS: Fuck you God

>>81707396
They gave me antipsychotics and I forgot my happy pill prescription so

Maybe next time

>>81707405
Don't take the heavenly spirit name in vain pls I've made God angry enough :(

you are a curated bag of cheap tricks and it annoys me

Now did you see what I knew would happen?

>>81707225
You'd never be able to hate me more than I hate myself!

>>81707642
I don't hate a single person but myself. So damn right.

>>81707623
Yeah, thanks Mike /gen

>>81707656
Now tell me the truth. Was it you today Maria or not?

any divination from your standards shouldn't be labelled ill mannered.. but something nicer maybe..
courtesy shouldn't be a permanent expectation, i don't like you and you're going to feel it, please don't demonize me for your insufferability.

I don't know if you're aware about the euphoric dream like states I slip into where my subconcious is associating the pleasure in dwelling in with what I'm experiencing at that time, like music, words I'm reading. I don't have control when I slip under.

Just be careful,ok?

>>81708090
So now 47 is trying to say he is Maria.
Whatever,
I don't think you are capable of commitment to meditate with 100% focus completely dwelling in the dream with me for the 6+ hours daily to actually influence anything physically.

I'll just set up some filters for your words here

dear, mike,
i didn't and haven't read any of your posts in this thread, sorry that you managed the mental gymnastics, hard or not, to insert yourself into my letter for the world but it wasn't directed at you. kindly, kill youself and stop spazzing in My edition.
8647

You are right. I'm sorry. I assumed you knew how I felt about things unspoken.

Im happy you saw past it all and for what was happening. I posted the bait in several threads because I knew the narc could not pass up the opportunity to drive a wedge between us and try to make you think I'm someone I'm not.

Interesting how he tried to convince you that I was one who was obsessed and he made Clark post all day, literally all day. Really puts thing is in perspective huh?

Sometimes I think I'm pretty fucked up. Then I come here and see what Mike's all about. lmao.

>>81709183
You fucked up and this is the best you have to try to save face. Fuck you

>>81709374
Do you just assume everyone posting here is someone in your life?