>>81705558>please tell me how to get betterThat's the best part, you don't! The damage is already done and to heal it all would take a lifetime of effort. My advantage is that I was raised by Encyclopedia Dramatica articles about Chris-chan so that I'm a beast.
>will hugs fix meThey might actually go a long way, and real love and support with a determination to get your life back on track would quickly do their work. Unfortunately, with humans everything is a feedback loop. The weaker you are, the more people hate you and the more they treat you like shit making you worse off psychologically. The stronger and more confident you are, the more people love you thus reinforcing your strength and confidence until you burn too many bridges, let yourself go or marry a woman who secretly hates you.
Greentexted hugs won't heal the trauma in your heart, but may remove the brain fog for a minute or two.
>holds you tightly and sneakily pinches your butt