Relapse on tramadol, coke, lyrica and alprazolam, forgot how opiods make me people feel so good, im feeling like im in love or that feeling of warm when you have a gf i guess?, never have one, I think because endorphines rush or some love chemical
>https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iZd-nhQZj5M&pp=0gcJCfwAo7VqN5tD
>https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=09839DpTctU
>https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OWBApI2yMtA&pp=ygUNcmVzdGxlc3MgbmVqYQ%3D%3D

Op here, I love you bros, seriously, dont do drugs, like this retard right here, i think i liked the cashier when i was buying a pack of ciggies, she said i look to young and they eyes where glowing, sad that im a dumb faggot, but at the same time i dont wanna a gf because i can make her suffer from my drug abuse or worse she make end up like me.

>>81714588
weed is better oreg

>>81714490 (OP)
>>81714588
thank g-d when I see the word relapse I only think of fap

>>81714683
Yeah i like all kind of drugs, im a polyabuser, weed help me with the food intage

>>81714490 (OP)
I'm gonna be there tonight, I was hooked on the same shit for a while except for coke and instead of alprazolam, diazepam but it's all the same shit, good for you for being able to "forget what does it feel like", shit I avoid trams now for two reasons, they feel really good but make me really fucking sad the day afterwards and secondly, they are more dangerous to combine so right now I stick to codeine and pregabalin, no more vallium

here's some music if you want OP
https://youtu.be/ISJkXyZ83pM
https://youtu.be/ooPIGjpEvxI
https://youtu.be/tknqNP_OwCk
take care and all

>>81714798
You too man, yeah tramadol is kinda a dirty drug because is a serotonin releaser and can make you develop a serotonin syndrome, but i take precautions and meassures before mix it with stims or another drug that affect serotonin, like take anticonvulsant and benzos that also help with seizures and also always save some antipsychotic just in case

Bump, and also a bump of coke

Im so fuck up rn bros im seeing double

So how was your 4th july anons?

>>81714490 (OP)
I feel you, anon. I can't stop taking opioids because of withdrawals. I need to slow down on the alcohol and coke too because they're making me sick but I'm so bored without them. Funny part is none of it even comes close to the amazing and horrible feelings my first and only gf made me feel from her love and the breakup, lmao.

psychopomp

>>81714490 (OP)
Told you I was gonna be there and here I am, shit i feel a slight wooze right now but i'm chilling
https://youtu.be/gdQMF3nf-yk