>>81714686 (OP)No, I have no interest in men.
My secret is I jerk off to the fantasy of being a lesbian.
A childhood friend of mine offered to suck my dick at a party when I was visiting the town I grew up in like 20 years back when I was 18 and I politely turned him down even though receiving blowjobs is easily the best feeling I've ever experienced because I would not be able to get an erection for a man.