Happy Friday, I guess it's July 4th too. Happy 4th. How are you holding up, anon? Any plans this weekend?

I'm not gonna be doing anything, just staying home. I might go out and look for a job Monday, I heard overnight security is chill. Maybe I could go out for a walk tonight.

>>81714793 (OP)
not really. im trying to study math but im not going too intense on it so ill probably read a bit at most

I live in the hood so a nightly walk could mean a death sentence for me.
And yes Misakibro, overnight is hella chill, especially security overnight. You get paid to just stay awake basically.

Hello happy friday, good work getting through another week bros

I doing have any plans for the weekend
I'm going to stay at home and maybe worry about my upcoming university project deadlines
I don't even know if I care about them or if I ever wanted to pass uni
But my brain still makes me worry about it
>>81714793 (OP)
>overnight security is chill.
I wish I could work as a night guard at some mall but I'm probably too weak and short
If you get hired, have a comfy time
hopefully you are not afraid of the dark
>walk tonight.
sounds great
are you going to take any pictures ?

I am formally requesting for my Misaki to be delivered two years ahead of schedule.

nta
>>81714820
best of luck
math sucks I hate it

>>81714842
>live in the hood
same, well now exactly but I'd stumble on some drunk people
>security overnight
have you ever done something like that?

>>81714984
I'm afraid misaki might be actually exist
but also thats probably what thay want us to think, I'm telling you anon it's a conspiracy

>>81714793 (OP)
I'm getting by as best I can, trying to isolate myself in my room less. I took myself to an arcade and museum this week so I'm just a regular neet now and not a hikikomori. Only took 5 years.
>Any plans this weekend?
Visiting my grandparents on Sunday, no idea what I'll be doing tomorrow

>>81715364
>have you ever done something like that?
Yep! Its pretty sweet.

>>81714820
good luck, i hate math lol
>>81714842
>And yes Misakibro, overnight is hella chill, especially security overnight. You get paid to just stay awake basically.
never had a job before so im kinda nervous, and my parents are probably gonna nag me about working overnight but i already stay up to 4 or 5 so i dont think itd be a huge adjustment, ill just dip my toes in like 2 or 3 days a week to start
>>81714945
>are you going to take any pictures ?
ill post if the threads still up in a few hours
>>81715414
>I'm getting by as best I can, trying to isolate myself in my room less. I took myself to an arcade and museum this week so I'm just a regular neet now
doing better than me, been a few weeks since i left the house. enjoy staying with your grandparents. maybe try to leave the house at least once a week regularly, that would help. used to hang out in the library a few days a week, i should start doing that again. my parents still think im in school but i dropped out a year ago, well i reenrolled in wgu and finished that but i dont think anything changed. at least i have no debt i guess.

>>81716220
The library is the first place I went to once I got comfortable walking in the park. It's nice to read or write there when it is empty.
Being debt free is fortunate, I was only at uni for a few months and still have debt from then. Do you plan on telling your parents about dropping out at some point?

>>81714793 (OP)
I havent left the house in a month
havent left on my own in 2 months

>>81714793 (OP)
I'll get wasted tonight, beyond gone

I don't live in the 'mericas, 4th of july is just another day for me. I've felt pretty unmotivated to do anything but at least I've been losing weight through not eating. Still hoping my Misaki is out there, even though the odds of that being true are getting slimmer by the day. But, there's really no reason to keep on living otherwise.

>>81716646
>Do you plan on telling your parents about dropping out at some point?
no, they're just gonna blow up and shame me. nothing good would come out of it. never really had an open relationship with them, ive learned my lesson about being honest with them.

>>81714793 (OP)
>Maybe I could go out for a walk tonight.
alone?