I can't stop hyperfixating on the idea of getting a girlfriend and it's making it impossible to do anything else or be productive. Is this what it's like right before the end?

This is what happens when you don't take action.

>>81714937
What action can I take to acquire a gf?

>>81714948
First make a list with what you want in a gf.

Something like that since I am more tortured with the idea of having a girlfriend than ever, but it's not a realistic possibility due to my age and circumstance

>>81715014
>asian
>25-35
>biological female
>smells nice
>doesn't do drugs
>likes anime and games, doesn't matter if she doesn't share my taste as long as she likes them as hobbies
>wants to go to cons with me
>doesn't mind accompanying me on overseas trips
>will sometimes spoil me by wearing outfits or styles i like on special occasions
>is sweet and kind and curious and funny
>not racist or a chud
I don't think that's too much to ask right?

>>81715074
not a bullshit list here, man. it's your life. be serious. get pen and paper, think deep, use all the time you need and come up with the perfect list. cover every single aspect of what you want in a gf. don't let anything missing

>>81715092
I'm pretty serious I think, I don't have very specific expectations of a partner besides supporting eachother and being physically attracted to eachother. If she's menhera or manipulative or whatever that can't really be helped and I'll have to end things but I can't go into every relationship expecting the person to be perfect I just want them to be present that's literally all. She doesn't have to be super physically attractive or super manic pixie dreamgirl or whatever just a normal girl that is nice to me and is respectful of my interests and enjoys sharing her interests with me THATS ALL.

What's the next step?

>>81715136
You didn't even do what I told you and you already want the next step. You're not even observing what you're doing.