>>81715107 (OP)Im a shut-in. I get anxious and nervous and I always think people dont like me. Like two years or so ago when I was more confident, I asked a girl out in person, she said yes and we dated for a while, I even kissed her on the second one. But after that it all kind of fell apart later on, I didn't know how to escalate things further. We stopped talking and now I'm back to being alone after feeling like my life had changed. Maybe I need to find a more assertive woman who will initiate things, if that exists. Idk.