>>81721436 (OP) >Do you love sleeping?
Yes. I can escape from this miserable fucking existence and possibly have a sex dream.
I wish I had technology that could keep me asleep for 23 hours a day; just awake for intake and for toilet.
>>81721436 (OP) >be me yesterday >In bed try to sleep >Hear a noise outside the door >Instinctively think it's my mom >about to call her for something >Consciousness come back >I'm 33yo >Alone in an appartement >My parents are dead >I'm constantly close to being homeless >That emotion of safety and happiness that you have as kid go away to be replaced by the now normal stress. >lie in bed like in OP picture
>>81721436 (OP)
No I have nightmares about the water man, he comes in my dreams and forces me to drink water and I feel like I am drowning so I have been staying up late and throwing all cups and bottles of water away.
>>81721436 (OP)
I love sleeping, except when I dream about having a gf or just generally dreaming about women.
My back has been hurting lately from laying down so good sleep has been getting harder to come by.
>>81721436 (OP) >Sleep schedule is all over the place >Decide to try in fix it by going to bed earlier. >Still wake up feeling like shit and no, energy at all >Try going to bed one night >Can't sleep no matter how much I try, up for two hours tossing and turning >Say fuck it and stay up and fuck my sleep schedule up again >Rinse and repeat
I fucking hate sleep so much
>>81721436 (OP)
i'd actually prefer it if it were like my video games >dont need to eat/drink >dont need to sleep >dont need to piss/shit
for me, those are the real distractions