>>81721436 (OP) >Do you love sleeping? Yes. I can escape from this miserable fucking existence and possibly have a sex dream. I wish I had technology that could keep me asleep for 23 hours a day; just awake for intake and for toilet.
>>81721436 (OP) >be me yesterday >In bed try to sleep >Hear a noise outside the door >Instinctively think it's my mom >about to call her for something >Consciousness come back >I'm 33yo >Alone in an appartement >My parents are dead >I'm constantly close to being homeless >That emotion of safety and happiness that you have as kid go away to be replaced by the now normal stress. >lie in bed like in OP picture
i love sleeping on my stomach and then blowing big shits out my ass into the night air.
Anonymous
7/5/2025, 6:26:17 PM No.81723202
>>81721436 (OP) No I have nightmares about the water man, he comes in my dreams and forces me to drink water and I feel like I am drowning so I have been staying up late and throwing all cups and bottles of water away.
Anonymous
7/5/2025, 6:27:24 PM No.81723214
>>81721436 (OP) I love sleeping, except when I dream about having a gf or just generally dreaming about women. My back has been hurting lately from laying down so good sleep has been getting harder to come by.
Anonymous
7/5/2025, 6:31:29 PM No.81723240
>>81721436 (OP) Yes for a sea monkey it the only time where I don't feel hate
Anonymous
7/5/2025, 7:33:52 PM No.81723779
>>81723170 I'm sorry for you anon. I hope you get it together one day.
Anonymous
7/5/2025, 7:41:03 PM No.81723843
>>81721436 (OP) Yes because I can think of sexy scenarios while trying to sleep. no because 99% of the time i have nightmares
Anonymous
7/5/2025, 9:32:11 PM No.81724785
>>81722392 You answered for me. Things will never be okay again.
Anonymous
7/5/2025, 10:14:16 PM No.81725157
>>81721436 (OP) >Sleep schedule is all over the place >Decide to try in fix it by going to bed earlier. >Still wake up feeling like shit and no, energy at all >Try going to bed one night >Can't sleep no matter how much I try, up for two hours tossing and turning >Say fuck it and stay up and fuck my sleep schedule up again >Rinse and repeat I fucking hate sleep so much
Anonymous
7/5/2025, 10:37:00 PM No.81725380
jakbrained/memebrained or bait?
Anonymous
7/5/2025, 10:41:56 PM No.81725422
>>81721436 (OP) i'd actually prefer it if it were like my video games >dont need to eat/drink >dont need to sleep >dont need to piss/shit for me, those are the real distractions