>>81721722>the order prevents me from talking to her but i dont think it goes the other wayYou don't understand. As soon as she sobers up she's going to decide you were in violation of it.
And she's probably going to tell everyone she knows and everyone you know that you raped her.
And they're going to believe her by default and your life is going to be over.
Is this a worst case scenario? Yes. But is it possible? Also yes.