i'm so alone and retarded, i bet i'm the only on here from my cvntry at this very moment cause of the sheer lows i have reached, i think i'm just addicted to failure at this point, i can't pinpoint why exactly, but anyways, i plan on rotting without an hs diploma for the next 6yrs till i'm 24 and then go postal and land a pathetic page that 10ppl will visit on ency dramatica, i feel like some people have failed me, i don't understand myself at all.