>discovering porn in middle school was probably the biggest factor in why I turned out the way I did

>>81725027 (OP)
I didn't discover porn till I was in my 20s and never cared for it. I'm still a wizard.

>>81725027 (OP)
I watched porn in elementary school

Skill issue
>ex porn addict as a child/teenager
Never reflected it in my behaviors towards others just kinda something I did in secret every night. Had normal friendships and relationships with peers.

chad watches porn all the time

>>81725027 (OP)
I used to sneak into the tv room at like 11 years old to watch porn, we had one of those hacked black cable boxes that'd get porn at night.
I would watch porn for hours without even touching myself, I was just so curious about what I was seeing, about what they were doing, and now at 32 I'm fapping every single day like the addict I am.

>>81725027 (OP)
so what, we all did. you can spent an entire lifetime sitting with a microscope trying to pinpoint the exact thing that you assume to be the cause for your life being shit. truth is that there is no reason to believe your life would have been any different regardless, and if it was, you would just complain about something else

I found it early but felt shame and avoided it as best as i could despite really enjoying it. Past years i've embraced it as a hobby and don't feel bad about it at all. Can't imagine that my personality, interests or course in life has been diverted in the slighest from it. People give it way too much credit as an explanation for everything.

I should have learned the english later in life, it was a mistake

>>81725027 (OP)
Gen X never had this weird self victimizing complex about discovering like, nude magazines back in their day. The internet didn't do shit to you, finally discovering porn is supposed to be like "oh hell yeah boobs" and you move on with life (and with thoughts about boobs). If you didn't want to see porn on the internet you could have gone back to watching YTPs or whatever, porn itself didn't sit you down and give you your self-control problem.

>>81726174
Porn addiction is a thing, a lot of time was wasted for little return

>>81725027 (OP)
u will be fine

>>81726174
>Gen X
Homie, we had to fucking hunt for porn like it was some kind of lost treasure.

Addiction? I didn't have enough to get addicted to. I came up with a "fap tape" (well, I never said "fap" in the 90s, it would have been jerk-off tape) that was this compilation I made of every topless scene in R rated movies I liked just strung together in a row by copying rented movies onto blank tape using two VCRs. That's how little porn we had.

>>81725027 (OP)
no, it wasn't nigkike