i cannottt stop losing my fucking mind, i don't know what to do, i want to kill myself more than anything else in this world yet i don't, no one gets it nor will anyone ever get it, no one even comes close to getting it, it's time to rot in sub mediocrity again, i hate being brown and i hate being fucking low iq, ik this post will invite a bunch of muh frustrated raycis pipo and self loathers, i don't care, it's time to die