>>81728098Please die or seek help (in that order)
>>81727930 (OP)I think life gets easier when you don't take everything so seriously.
I used to do the "1 good deed a day" thing a couple years ago and one time I picked up a cigarette a woman had just thrown on the ground, so I could throw it away & her reaction was to tell her friend that environmentalists like me are mentally ill.
I felt better after I spat on her shoes and I think you'd also feel better if you didn't bother trying to be nice to people who actively refuse to reciprocate that.
Men & women can be disappointing, so just focus on keeping up your good energy and making sure you don't neglect your own needs.