>>81728851 (OP)I've recently discovered that I have symptoms of a deep autoimmune condition that's incurable through modern medicine. Luckily, I discovered that I had it while studying actual medicine that was forgotten after WWII. I'm in the process of curing myself and my hormones returning to normal, my skin clearing up, and my fat melting off without having to restrict my portions feels like a miracle. The only issue I'm having is that my stomach isn't big enough to consume enough meat that I require to rebuild the muscle that my various illnesses have stolen, so I lay awake at night in cramping hunger while being satiated. A desire with no will. I feel like a werewolf, I just want to kill something