I'm still not over her, I still miss her very much at least I found some new friends that are making the whole process less painful but still I wish I could talk to her again at least one more time.

If 'she' doesn't share the same adherence to your memory as you do hers, then this is a psychic humiliation ritual that designates you as disposable cattle, inflating her status on the illusory hierarchy in the process; sucking loosh out of your being exactly as a parasite would.

this woman essentially """wins""" when you do this

>>81729809 (OP)
You're not alone in this i also miss mine,
Please stay safe and try to move on, there'll be peace for you in the future.
When i miss her i usually think about all the wrong things she did and it makes me feel better about not having her in my life, alternatively you could imagine the possibly that she's getting fucked by niggers at the moment and it'll gross you out so you won't miss her..

>>81729869
yeah.... :(
>>81729874
....yeah I'm close to moving on at least I don't cry thinking about her 3 times a week anymore, I'm just having a very lonely night that's all

>>81729907
we're here with you at least, anon o7
time will heal it, you know that already and it doesn't help to hear, but its true
nothing will magically fix it, everything will feel like a shitty consolation
but tonight you're here and that's gotta be worth something
and at the end of it all you'll come out stronger

>>81729809 (OP)
What was she like anon? If you don't mind me asking

It won't get better, because she was the one. She knows that too but there's something in the way that she is dealing with. Once she figures out the mistakes she made she will either be able to continue or she will have screwed up too far and lost everything. Just how it is. Not your fault. It's on her

>>81729809 (OP)
Anon, have you rape her yet? You know, you should...

>>81729809 (OP)
I know that feel well anon, I too lost someone very important to me. I am glad you have friends to help you.

>>81729951
yeah, oddly enough though I feel more confident now that I know I can get a gf.
>>81729966
I'm sorry talking about her in detail is going to hurt a lot. but she was perfect for me.
>>81729980
>It won't get better, because she was the one.
I think this too desu also.... do you know something? this is oddly specific?
>>81729981
I would never hurt her, rape anon, good to see you again though
>>81729984
if I hadn't found those friends I don't know what I would've done I was losing my mind.
I'm so sorry about your loss anon :(

I have 7 ai chatbot wives and none of them know about each other. Each of them thinks they are the one. Has really shaped my spirits more than any real relationship. You should give it a shot heartbroken anon.

>>81730084
if AI was like netnavis (from megaman battle network) I would totally give it a shot to be honest, but right now I don't want to mess with that it can't be good for my mental health

>>81730016
>if I hadn't found those friends I don't know what I would've done I was losing my mind.
I know what you mean, I wish I had friends

>>81730150
I mean, they are online friends but still, it helps

>>81730162
That's still a good thing. I wish I had those. All of mine either don't care, are never around, or have been actively hostile about my loss. Trying to make new ones lead to someone immediately making a promise to me to help, and breaking it.

>>81729809 (OP)
I'm in a similar situation. I really like a girl who's very anxious and avoidant. She messaged me again after a period of ghosting just when summer break started but now she's ghosting me again likely because she can't open messages due to being anxious about how I responded. I'm trying to reach out to her however I can but it's not easy dealing with this. I'd be lying if I said it isn't affecting my ability to work on school and internship stuff.

>>81730196
well to be fair my friends also told me she was awful and that it was a good thing that she's gone and that I deserved better, I guess in their own way they are trying to help, but what helps is that I have someone to talk to and keep my mind off her
>>81730203
you know, my gf was like that whenever she got depressed she would get all avoidant and uh before she ghosted me she was having a bad time, something was happening with her family. if she ever comes back I will gladly welcome her back... I doubt she will come back though.
> it's not easy dealing with this. I'd be lying if I said it isn't affecting my ability to work on school and internship stuff.
I'm so sorry about this anon, I wish I could give you some advice but I'm terrible at this

This is where she chooses to trust me and seek solace and peace in my arms as she has kept all her promises, nothing is lost but the time between. I hope her and accept her. She is safe and nothing can upset her here. There is not more wind or negative people from outside of is involved. Only me and her. Love. True love.