I'm awesome. but if I'm alone... then what's the point? I can be awesomerino but have noone to give that energy to. and they probably won't even cherish it. plus they're gonna leave me. plus they're gonna hang out with other people when really I should be only person they're spending time with. fucktard!

>>81732035 (OP)
Any and all qualifiers you ascribe to yourself require another person to merit their use.
>I'm awesome
In comparison to who?
>I'm tall
In comparison to what?
If you are actually alone, you are not awesome. You are not terrible either. You just are.

>>81732106
>You just are.
I agree! that's what I meant by "awesome"! cause just "being" is the most awesome thing you can do ;3 and nowadays people tend to run away from that and fill themselves with "stuff".

>>81732135
>cause just "being" is the most awesome thing you can do
You still need to work on it then.
It doesn't sound like you're "just being", it sounds like you're "just being insecure".
>I can be awesomerino but have noone to give that energy to. and they probably won't even cherish it. plus they're gonna leave me. plus they're gonna hang out with other people when really I should be only person they're spending time with. fucktard!
Forgive the presumption but it doesn't sound like you're "alone". It sounds like you're "lonely".

>>81732159
It's true. My post was mostly ironic I was trying to grab attention. I am very lonely yes, and that wouldn't change if I wasn't alone. I have multiple examples of that in my life. I struggle with authenticity. Thanks for calling it out. I think i was just riding a high and mistook it for mental clarity. Sleep deprived, had a shower and workout so I have some untamed energy and feeling restless.