how is your saturday going anon? did you do something or rested? is anything on your mind?

you're on my mind :*

>>81734462 (OP)
anon it's sunday are you okay

i went to church this morning
they were doing a special thing for the fourth of july
outdoor service with food but no actual sermon
i left without eating or socializing with people
really wanted to leave so i had my friend drive me home early
now i am browsing 4chan and i just want to sleep
when i wake up, i want to have a good day on cs

>>81734474
uhm... thank you!
>>81734507
oh. whoops. sorry im sleep deprived and also dumb. well how is your SUNday going??
>>81734625
oh why didnt you at least eat something? never say no to free food. hope u can manage to rank up and get better at cs tmrw!

>>81734786
>why didnt you eat
the vibe just wasn't right
i always worry about taking it in case someone else wanted some
>rank up
thank you
i am at the highest rank now and it's a matter of reaching top 1000
right now im around 3000
i just need to get in a good headspace to think and win

>>81734823
also not tomorrow but im gonna play today
but it's 12:30pm i need to fuck off of 4chan and nap

>>81734786
>well how is your SUNday going??
Alright. I'm going to lose the same 40lbs I've already lost twice, and low blood sugar is fucking me up.

>>81734823
>i always worry about taking it in case someone else wanted some
ah i get it. but, you also have the right to eat! so dont worry about it too much. no one is gonna say anything if you take something they wanted.
>i am at the highest rank now and it's a matter of reaching top 1000
oh wow! you're pretty good. i never got past master guardian 2. although in my defense most of the time i was just trying to bhop around and do stupid stuff.
>>81734871
hm, i wish you good luck then. are you following some kind of diet that prevents u from eating sugary foods?

>>81735087
i work at the local mall in their security department as a night shift clerk and i spend most of the time just working.

>>81735087
>are you following some kind of diet that prevents u from eating sugary foods?
My diet is awful, it's half protein bars. I just try to fast 18-20 hours daily

that's just sugar addiction being a man with no living gimmick

everything is alright haha, im doing fine as ever, thanks for asking tho
lord have mercy please

I went to the store and saw this dog toy that a dog I used to have about 15 years ago really liked. It's a rubber pig with a squeaker that makes little honk noises. I remember how much joy it brought my dog, he loved that honking pig so much you wouldn't even believe it. He would spend hours totally content to lay there and honk on it, he never tore it up, he just loved to give it little honks. He even slept next to it on his little dog bed. It made me happy thinking about how life has little moments like that, I remember that dog very fondly. He was so smart. I miss him sometimes, but it's just a reminder that you have to appreciate things in their own time, because nothing lasts forever. I hope wherever he is now, there are honky pigs for him to enjoy for the rest of time.

I hope you are enjoying your weekend, thanks for taking a trip down memory lane with me

>>81735184
>i work at the local mall in their security department as a night shift clerk
what do you usually do?
>>81735222
checked trips
>My diet is awful, it's half protein bars.
oh i see. certainly not a good diet. fasting is not really the solution for everything though. sure it helps, but if you never improve your diet then the problem is just going to reappear.
>>81735261
do your best anon. or do just what you think is enough. even just staying alive is an accomplishment these days and if you manage that then im proud of you
>>81735345
thanks for sharing your cute story anon. what was the name of the doggy?
>It made me happy thinking about how life has little moments like that
life is all about enjoying the little happy moments. they're what gets you through the harsh times. hope you have a nice weekend too!

>>81734462 (OP)
Another day without a Hu Tao gf

>>81735521
His name was Scooter, he was a Jack Russell terrier

>>81735537
we just gotta keep believing anon....
>>81735604
cute doggo. i hope hes having fun in dog heaven.

>>81734462 (OP)
>is anything on your mind?
Patiently waiting for a femanon to post her panties

>>81734462 (OP)
I worked out, then I finished reading "thus spoke zarathustra" and then I cleaned the house, because I dropped a bottle of vinaigrette while cooking and thought I might as well just keep cleaning.
Now it's getting late, so I'm going to watch Call of the night, Takopi's original sin and Gachiakuta ^_^
Good friday desu

Things are going to be very unplanned and i'm not certain that it will work out. Its something very important that might change the course of my life and im worried. Also received further bad news today.
It might have been over before it even began.

When I woke up I drank some raw cow blood from the refrigerator. It's less good when it's cold. I tried mascarpone cheese today and it was mediocre. I'll be eating a raw adrenal gland from a cow later

it's just another day in the empty end of history city where the only person of note is a woman who can still be surprised

>>81736460
you know you can just search those on google.
>>81736662
>I finished reading "thus spoke zarathustra"
what do you think of that book? im kinda looking for new things to read.
good job on the cleaning!
>call of the night
i really like that series. both the anime and manga. makes me want to go nightwalk even more than what i already do
>>81736715
good luck with your future endeavours anon. its not over until its over
>>81736916
is this a quote from somewhere?

>>81737481
Hmm, it had a lot of esoteric undertones because of the poetically cryptic prose and he repeats himself quite often to make a clear point during his preachings to the public, but I was quite fond of all the little lessons and how dramatic he is.
A lot of it is applicable to today's cultural climate, since he also lived in an age of demoralization and complacency and our collective need for an overarching narrative that replaces religious values is something he longed to treat with the concepts he proposed in isolation, as mirrored in the book.
It's quite sad when you see it as an extension of himself, but he also included many things that made me chuckle, partly because of his ancient diction.
I'd also recommend the zaregoto series and perfume by Patrick suesskind!
>makes me wanna go on a nightwalk
Same, I exclusively watched s1 at night and I'll do the same this season.
I can't get enough of how beautiful the sky in it looks, I think it even made me tear up because of how free it made me feel last season.
U got any book recs too btw?

>>81734462 (OP)
Not great... I didn't do anything even though I have so many things I should be doing...