I am a 5'4" khhv effeminate looking man. Although I am 27, people think I am 15. I don't think any heterosexual woman can ever be attracted to me.

Only two girls have ever shown interest in me and both were queer girls who dated other girls. I didn't make a move on them because they were both druggies and my morals at that time told me I shouldn't date a woman like that, but they definitely were attracted to me.

How can I enter a platonic lavender marriage with a lesbian? I don't mind if she has affairs with women. I just don't want to be cucked by a man. I don't want to be single forever and I want a wife, so this seems like the most reasonable option.

I am a software engineer so I can definitely be a good provider even if there's no physical attraction.

>>81737117 (OP)
Aren't lesbians known for domestic abuse?

>>81737188
The girls I knew were alright. Fun to hang out with. I don't think they'd be violent. One of them was a little crazy and used me a lot for "counselling". The other was very well behaved. My only issue with them is that they did drugs.

>>81737117 (OP)
I'm a lesbiancel and this is honestly my dream desu

>>81737117 (OP)
try looking like post malone this guy with no beard and tattoos would look like a butch dyke. I know he looks ugly as shit for us men but in the female gaze hes attractive as fuck. Women are retarded

>>81737246
Do you smoke weed or do drugs?
My issue with almost all the queer people I spent time with is that they had were too hedonistic. I am not from a western culture and when I moved to the USA all this stuff was a huge culture shock for me.
>>81737316
I don't look anything like that. I look like a prepubescent kid and can't grow facial hair

>>81737328
>I look like a prepubescent kid
yeah butch dykes look like little boys.
>can't grow facial hair
Have you tried taking minoxidil? Could also take steroids to boost your DHT and also gain some muscle lol.
I honestly sympathize with you because I also look younger than I really am and as a man that fucking sucks because women are attracted to men older than them for some reason. All you can do is try making yourself look older, you could try wearing shades changing your haircut gaining muscle changing how you look, making your body language more dominant/confident. Tattoos are also a pretty good way to look older. Starting a family with a lesbian like this sounds extremely retarded long term, what if one of you fall in love with someone? What if you fall in love? Are you gonna divorce, is your partner gonna move in? if you just wanna start its better to just adopt a child

>>81737188
I am now interested in dating a lesbian as well.

>>81737553
start a family*
>fixed

>>81737188
Domestic abuse is usually a matter of physical strength women are pretty much never stronger than men op doesnt have to worry about that. What id be worried about if I were him is tha,t in my anecdotal experience, a significant amount of gay men and most lesbian women were just terrible human beings in general. I could just be being bigoted or unlucky but they are usually not the types of people that in my eyes should be starting families or I'd want to have a family with.

>>81737553
>What if you fall in love?
It's not like any straight girl would reciprocate my feelings

I do work out a lot. But I'm never going to try steroids or hormones. I am a very normie person from a conservative Asian country. I live in the USA now. I have never even drunk alcohol or smoked a cigarette in my life.

I just want to be able to show to society that I have a wife. As long as she doesn't do drugs and have a degenerate outward personality and her affairs with women are kept hidden from the public, I can pretend that we are a conservative normie couple. I don't even want kids. I just want a wife and don't want to be alone forever

>>81737117 (OP)
sure im down
>f19 dyke

>>81737328
No I don't do any drugs. I agree tho where im at its hard to find other gays that don't have a drug/alcoholic problem

Can I have a sex with you?

>>81737679
you might get a leecher dyke from here but they'll turn you down once they find out you are indian broski

>>81737834
Both the girls I talked about in the OP knew that I'm Indian so what's the problem? One of them is Indian herself
Obviously I'm not going to meetup with someone on an /r9k/ thread. I just made this to vent or get some perspective

>>81737117 (OP)
At you've had girls interested in you. I'm totally invisible to women. Same height/age as you, btw

>>81738085
Have you tried twinkmaxxing?

>>81737117 (OP)
>I am a 5'4" khhv effeminate looking man. Although I am 27, people think I am 15. I don't think any heterosexual woman can ever be attracted to me.
You kinda sound like my bf, dunno what 5"4 means but he's also a shorty and looks 15 despite being almost 30 and I find him very cute and he's really sweet
I guess I'm bi so not exactly heterosexual but I think it's quite possible to find a girl that is attracted to you

>>81738181
5'4" is the average woman's height in America.

There were two girls who were attracted to me. I almost ended up sleeping with one of them but I'm glad I didn't. I am very close-minded and have some strict boundaries. Nevertheless I did like them both very much and I am very grateful for all the time I spent with them.

I'm not some tradlarping chud. It's just that in the culture I was raised I had zero exposure to alcohol and drugs so I can't accept a girlfriend who does that.

How do I find a girl like the ones I mentioned but is from a more conservative household who doesn't smoke or do drugs?

>>81738307
I guess my bf also has a height that's like about an average woman's height here
I don't smoke and don't do drugs but idk where to find such girls, I've met my bf while volunteering but the volunteering crowd is very diverse so while there are people who don't drink and smoke, some do drink or/and smoke
I guess it's just luck but it's definitely possible

>>81737117 (OP)
Dont lesbians specifically hit up very masculine looking women ? Think youre shit out of luck