The extreme retardation of male sexuality and its dampening effect on cognition is enough to make me want to castrate myself. The lengths retards will go for pussy disgusts me on a visceral level and I never want to feel compelled toward that behaviour.

>>81739892 (OP)
name one famous asexual

>>81739892 (OP)
im debating chemically "castrating" my self by taking a high dose of steroids for like a year a long with a dht blocker like fin. This should fuck my endocrine system and once im off I wanna I'll have extremely low T then its a matter of keep the use of dht blockers and take estrogen blockers after that no more libido pretty much. I'll be training and bulking properly all the time so it's I'll end up jacked and lose all my libido after the treatment.
There are issues with this plan so I'll have to think more about this. I'm currently 21 and I don't even have facial hair yet which means I have not fully developed yet and could end up fucking my life permanently. Also taking steroids before 25 can permanently fuck your brain and reduce IQ

I want to be an innocent kid again with no knowledge of sex

human cognition is such a joke
imagine evolving to be leagues ahead of every other animal in terms of consciousness and then immediately reverting to the dumbest nigger ape ever as soon as you see some cunny
is this a great filter

>>81739964
holy shit im reading my post again the vyvanse with 4 cups of coffee really did not hit well

>>81739920
Asexuals have no reason to be vocal about their condition
>>81739964
I'd rather use Anti-Androgens forever or inject everclear into my balls than do that. A year of roids would suck.
>>81739982
Yeah, you understand.
>>81739990
Indeed.

>>81739892 (OP)
these are the midwits, high end men and low end men get chased by women
mids are the ones who have to simp as a strategy

>>81740002
>I'd rather use Anti-Androgens forever or inject everclear into my balls than do that. A year of roids would suck.
If you have natural high T taking testosterone shouldn't change your libido really you shouldn't even notice a difference in the way you feel. People that feel hornier, happier with more energy on T just had low testosterone and are feeling normal for the first time.
>I'd rather use Anti-Androgens
They are equal, if not worse for your body than taking high doses of steroids so I'd rather just use steroids to build muscle mass instead

>>81739892 (OP)
I drove 8 hours to lose my virginity to a 3/10 when I was 22

So yeah pretty accurate

>>81740037
If I had naturally high testosterone I would probably be too retarded to be conscious.

>>81740059
heh we were all 18 at some point

>>81740056
When I was 18 immediately hopped on dating apps to look for something. I couldn't get anything besides an obese woman in her 50s. She agreed to fuck and feels like I lost my soul that night. She had bad breath too