Fellas, I think this whole "life" thing is kind of a raw deal. Why wasn't I asked before I was conceived? I'm the bad guy for wanting out? Are you a bad guy if you get mad when someone gifts you an elephant out of the blue and expects you to take care of it?

lol i remember being 15 and telling my mom she shouldnt have had me if she was gonna be so irresponsible and she just said yeah i shouldnt

>>81740336 (OP)
If I had a choice, I would rather have never existed. But I didn't get that choice.

>>81740336 (OP)
>I think this whole "life" thing is kind of a raw deal
yeah life sucks, you need to make your own meaning (religion, philosophy, family, friends, etc) or else you'll be depressed
>I'm the bad guy for wanting out?
You're not the bad guy but you shouldn't just give up. Idc if someone wants to kill themself, I don't get mad about "easy way out" or whatever bs, but you should rethink your philosophy
You have one opportunity to be yourself. You can do whatever you want to do. Why end it early?
If you're really at the point where you want to kill yourself, then you've got nothing to lose. So why not just do some crazy shit instead? Go move across the country, completely change up your appearance, do something you've always wanted to do. Why not see what life has to offer you?
There's multiple ways out of your situation, killing yourself is just a bad way out.

>>81740377
>You have the oportunity to be yourself
I already am. I tried different copes to gaslight myself into liking being alive but that is just not me.

>>81740393
what are these copes you speak of? tell us more

>>81740336 (OP)
yes but youre not allowed to think like that

>>81740407
Religion (anything from paganism to catholicism to gnosticism, you make it) philosophy (stoicism), self improvement (lmao), politics (everything from fascism, libertarianism, anarchism, socialism etc). Everything felt so fake and I got bored of it all after a while.

>>81740438
*you name it

>>81740438
from my experience religion will only work if you truly believe it's real, otherwise it'll obviously feel fake and like a cope
I've never researched stoicism but it just seems to be a "deal with it and don't care" philosophy which for someone like you obviously wouldn't work since you feel big emotions and can't just turn that off
politics won't bring you individual fulfillment in life, they serve an entirely different purpose. people who rely on politics for that purpose are misguided
self improvement is a very general topic but you probably treated it as a sort of life guidance type thing, like "if I follow this path I will become happy."
it's more about the little things, you know? yes, go exercise but don't get into an obsessive self-help mindset.
build a well balanced life for yourself. let these things come and go through your life rather than being a constant. you exercise when it's time to exercise, then you let it go. you keep up with politics and the world for the day, and then you let it go. take time to just sit around and appreciate the little things.
eat good food, see nice sights, etc.
it probably sounds retarded or too on the nose, but it's what works best in my opinion

>>81740496
That's all well and good, but it's all fleeting and doesn't outweigh all the negatives that come with being forced into this existance.