I just want to remind all of the current/former autistic alcoholics/addicts on this board to not give up on getting sober.

Things are better on the other side.

You will not regret getting sober once you learn healthier coping mechanisms.

>>81740985 (OP)
I don't think things will be better, but yeah I haven't given up.

>>81740985 (OP)
thank you and I appreciate the sentiment but I will only stop once I achieve my goals and find a gf to enjoy life with as well
being cross faded keeps me going for now
if I should never have what i want in this world I hope my habits end me

>>81740985 (OP)
i am forced to be sober rn and it sucks donkey balls

I hate you. There's no soft words you can say to make me understand better. I've used all my time and money and ability to speak to put you in your place. I achieved beyond ubi. I hate you and my false identity my going home now has made it so I understand better. You needed to be seperate from me like phone operators. You needed to always go away so I can work in silence and alone. FUCK YOU FOID YOU JUDGMENTAL PIECE OF SHIT. You've done nothing but exclude me from existence. EXISTENCE. fuck you. You wouldn't have even known it was me the whole time.

>>81740985 (OP)
so what are some healthier coping mechanisms? c'mon op don't leaving us hanging

2 weeks sobe here, haven't drank a single white monster

>>81741328
funny, I have one every break at work to cope with not eatting at work

>>81740985 (OP)
it doesn't get better. sobriety sucks major monkey ass but I can't drink because the hangovers have gotten so bad that I can't function.