>finally get gf after years of being single
>feel more suicidal than ever
>like daily thoughts of suicide
Why, though?

>>81741269 (OP)
>interact with women more
>suffering increases
CRAZY TO THINK ABOUT - NO EXPLANATION POSSIBLE!

>>81741269 (OP)
pros and cons list might help
what do you want with them?

>>81741289
Haha, yea....

>>81741269 (OP)
do u like gf

>>81741269 (OP)
This post was not written by a human. There is an alien writing most of the posts. This is an example of demoralization. He tries to make his posts original, because all hes doing is rewriting the exact same concept over and over, with the goal of depressing or demoralizing or sexually abusing our brains. He is quite a piece of shit, he is completely worthless. Im really not sure if anyone is even reading this. Hes hacked my computer and uses it to abuse me by changing the usernames to be about my life. Complete psychopath shit.

>>81741365
Nah I am real. Love you, bud.

>>81741341
>>81741351
I kinda lied, she is the one who came onto me and said she she likes me but then when I started dating her, she tells me she isn't ready for anything serious.
So basically we have sex but I am not really allowed to make any serious romantic gestures (or if I do, they are completely unreciprocated).
She makes some romantic gestures anyways despite saying she isn't ready for relationship.
It's just too retarded and complicated and I just want to love and be loved.

Doesn't help that I have a complex about being used for sex since this is basically my last 5 relationships

On a scale from 1-10 how the same are you before and after acquiring gf ? If it's greatest than 4 you are a woman and women hate women.

>>81741388
Jesus says I love you a lot, its a form of sexual abuse. Youre definitely not a real human who is going through any type of romantic struggle.

>>81741456
>Jesus says I love you a lot,
And he is just alright with me

>>81741399
Outside of the emotional energy drain and anxiety, I am the same person. So much so that part of me wishes I could go back in time and tell her to fuck off, and continue being a shutin hermit.

>>81741388
Knot or cut. You only live once, choose yourself over disloyalty.

>>81741521
>Knot or cut
Choice between marrying her and killing her?

All jokes aside, I don't really have anything else going on so might as well enjoy the easy sex for a while and see if she comes around.
And if she doesn't, I will fuck off and find somebody who really wants to love me.

>>81741612
She has an idea of you. Some kind of abstraction. But that isn't really you. Only a fantasy. Something illusory. And though she can hide her cold gaze, and you can fuck her ass and feel flesh gripping yours, and maybe you can even sense a future together with her, you simply are not there.

>>81742089
Wise words, I will cogitate on that going forward. Thanks.

>>81741388
>fornicating
stop that

>>81741269 (OP)
>>81741388
>waste your virginity on a whore
>could easily find love but doesn't
Most suffering normalfag.

>>81741388
>Doesn't help that I have a complex about being used for sex
Bro, you're giving away something while she doesn't give you what you want back. She's not reciprocating therefore you're quite literally being used.

>>81742608
Damn this place really is just r/relationship_advice 2.0.

>>81742586
I didn't waste my virginity on her, I lost my virginity in high school 16 years ago.
She is like the 9th woman I have been with but the last 4 before her all just wanted sex and not a serious relationship so it's starting to fuck me up at this point.

>>81742640
>I wasn't a whore only now I've always been a whore
I stand uncorrected.
>I'm too retarded to find a real relationship on tutorial mode
Try reddit.

>>81742658
I will continue to vent on this site while you seethe with jealousy about my problems (or lack thereof).

>>81742678
>pissing in an ocean of piss
Truly infuriating. I already have a qt gf. Have fun having no ability to pairbond.

>>81742697
Clearly I have the ability to pair bond, and these women don't. That's literally the whole problem I am having

>>81742704
>whore thinks he's capable of feeling love

>>81742714
Yes, that's the problem I described in the thread