I was abused my whole life but because I'm an autistic man no one cares and expects me to just figure everything out and it's my fault I haven't
If I was a cute girl people would at least give me fake pity and I would be cute and quirky instead of weird and creepy acting exactly as I do now
Who knew seeing your dad get stabbed in the back with a kitchen knife by your mom as a child fucks up your development
Or getting hit by your dad after he forced your bedroom door open screaming because he's also autistic and flips out if you do anything he doesn't like but of course according to him mental illness isn't real

>>81741655 (OP)
Being an autistic man is hell OP love you.

https://youtu.be/zGl4PP9xaaQ?si=B1w8T1uBo6i9I8h-

I don't think that's autism
Autism develops in womb. You are just traumatized, possibly cptsd.

>>81741710
no I'm autistic, it manifests regardless of my upbringing
I've done a lot of research and talked with confirmed autistic people because I'm not paying over a thousand fucking dollars for an adult test for literally no reason because you can't get autismbux in the US just for that

Life as an autist man is hell.
NEETdom and inceldom are basically guaranteed in this fucked post-fuck apps and post-outsourcing era.
At least in the old days, we could have wage-cucked at a non-verbal job and perhaps been noticed by a passing foid.

>>81741989
I don't give a fuck about women
I just want to live my life and be self sufficient but I'm so fucked up I can't do anything but watch my own life fall apart