I don't want to be a fat fuck but eating is one of the few things I enjoy in life. Maybe if I had other things to look forward to, I wouldn't eat so much. I'm also a friendless khhv NEET, so if I got skinny there'd be no one to appreciate my body anyway.

>>81742350 (OP)
you can eat as much as you like and not get fat if you properly exercise, and if you dont only eat junk food

I used to feel miserable on the rare occasions I left the house because I was fat, so I got skinny and now I just feel way better in general.

>>81742350 (OP)
you can enjoy eating when u do much cardio and lift. i have to eat 3500 calories a day to not lose weight

>>81742422
This. Do a sport that you find fun, and you can eat your slop without worry.

TFW I tried to kms by being a fat fuck, and all I got was intolerable back pain that made it impossible to sleep through the night.
I was forced to go back to being 'just' paunchy.

>>81742350 (OP)
Smoke instead of eating. Replace your eating disorder (not socially acceptable) with another eating disorder (socially acceptable)
>>81742571
Huh I either know you or it's a crazy coincidence

>wow eatitg
>I love feeling full of food and gross and sick and hucty
>I love spending three times as much on food to weigh as much as three people
>tummy aches, diarrhea, vomiting, it's as much fun coming out as it was going on
>food brings so much pleasure. It has a smell and taste then your body is super uncomfortable for the next few hours, sometimes it's even painful
>once hormones are shrekt I even get to stab myself multiple times a day and bleed and then shoot up drugs with another needle
>I can't even run for one mile or do a single chin up but I can blow up a toilet
>I could even kill a man if I saw fit to sin upon him