How does it feel
You will never have anyone.

>>81742943 (OP)
shit, I just want someone to kill me. I don't want to be a sea monkey

>>81742943 (OP)
I dont feel anything anymore
The whole world could just wake up one day and say they love me and my heart would still be stone-cold

i don't know if i'm capable of love anymore lol

>>81742943 (OP)
It feels like shit, only the most empty could be happy like this, soulless creatures who are barely human.

>How does it feel
>You will never have anyone.
Feels shit, but I've been used to it for 20 years.
Fucked up thing is that it's gotten me afraid to commit, even if someone would want to fuck me.
I prefer older women precisely because they can't get pregnant. I just want to fuck a lot and that's it.
Had a younger whale contact me and even I am all terrified of risking knocking something like that up by accident. It fizzled out fast anyway.