>go outside
>see cute girl
>instantly reminded I'm not worthy of love
>day ruined
Does this ever away

>>81746120 (OP)
No, this never goes away, not unless you somehow meet the one woman on earth who is capable of loving you.

*does this feeling ever go away

Goes away when you're worthy of love. Most neet incels arent worthy thoughbeit as jerking off vidya and anime are akin to doing nothing with your life.

>>81746149
That much is obvious retard, the issue is that you can't become worthy of love, you either are or aren't

>>81746166
The crazy thing about humans is our ability to adapt and grow. Your defeatist attitude is the reason you will never be worthy of love.

>>81746120 (OP)
Do looksmaxx voicemaxx dickmaxx gymmaxx handsmaxx heightmaxx hairmaxx and you will be worthy of being loved

>>81746223
There are cases where defeatism is absolutely warranted. Normies have a bad habit of underestimating how ugly someone can be.

>>81746223
Yeah let me just ADAPT my face structure and eye color and GROW several inches in height and my hair back you retard

>>81746120 (OP)
>Go outside
>See any woman
>Realize that none of them would ever truly love me
I've seen old couples, men with fat old women, and that fucking kills me inside

>>81746120 (OP)
They cheer me up because I like looking at them.

I do shit to keep the voices at bay
Currently I'm working 12 hours a day 72 hours a week, in an extremely intense and busy work full of responsibility and cooperation requiring tons of on the spot flexibility and adaptability. Communication skills and a sharp eye.
Through it all I'm becoming pretty again, judging from looks and compliments yet I'm still invisible and unlikable in spite of it all. I'm 30 now, it's only going to get worse I've come to terms with my purpose in life, that to be alone and miserable because someone has to be on the sidelines bearing witness, but that doesn't make things any easier. So I keep to work, some interests that keep me numb, listening to my favorite music etc.

Why haven't I an heroed? Well fuck me if if the jew wins, over my dead body.

>>81746120 (OP)
>worthy
who decides who is worthy or not, what moral code are you using

>>81746504
Nta but society obviously

>>81746504
Do people love you for being you? You're worthy, do people not give a fuck about you? You're not worthy, very obvious criteria

>>81746120 (OP)
yeah if you are old and lose your libido and don't care about basic human desire anymore

source? me, nigga.

>>81746377
Wahhh your parents are ugly too and yet here you are dumb nigger midget
>>81746345
>and this is a bad thing

>>81746223
Holy shit, even the Olsens have the modern jewish female phenotype.

How many of these copy pasted lizards are there WHAT THE FUCK

>>81746632
my parents had a better nutrition than me so they look fine

>>81746120 (OP)
Most people are selfish dipshits that aren't capable of giving any love in the first place, anon. Love yourself

>>81746129
>meet the one woman on earth who is capable of loving you.
One's own mother

>>81746541
It's all superficial. Do narcissistic people get love all the time because of what they project or for what they are?

>>81746120 (OP)
If a girl like her look at a sea monkey like me even for a bit. I would feel happy

>>81746120 (OP)
>GO OUTSIDE
>SEE CUTE GIRL
>THINK "SHE LOOKS LIKE A FUCKABLE PIECE OF MEAT."
>GO HOME AND DRINK BEER
DOES THIS EVER AWAY

>>81746120 (OP)
OP's cute girl today.
She's still worthy of love and so are you.

>>81746120 (OP)
almost fucked this exact phenotype.