>>81753504 (OP)What matters is finality and purpose and that's something you and only YOU can find and build for yourself.
And it's tough, especially when you're stuck, supposed to be just a cog in a machine too large to be understood by anyone.
You have to find what will drive you. NEETind on autopilot or studying because you're kind of supposed to or working your wagie job because you need it just isn't that. That's the shit you're told should drive you but just won't. And don't let the suits tell you that there's something wrong with you if you're not motivated to do a bs job.
You just have to find the thing, man. The thing that just clicks and is interesting and that you can put your energy towards.
Believe it or not but normies are not different in that regard, it's just that to many if not most of them, it's family life that motivates them, so they bear with the bullshit because that's how they can take care of their kids.
You just have to find that one thing for you. The bit of transcendence that will motivate you to be your better self.
For me, it clicked just seeing photos of moutain summits above the clouds. I can't explain it but it just felt like something so vast and great, I felt almosy physically like I had to go do that.
I've been on a long-term "mission" since to get in shape and learn what I need in order to go to the tallest point in every country in Europe since it's where I am.
It's probably going to take even more effort, I'm not even close to able to do the multi-day trips necessary for some, let alone proper mountaineering, and I'll likely not have time to do it all in my lifetime, but it just lights a fire in me.
I'll bear with the 9-6, I'll put on a facade for the normies. I need the cash for supplies. Fuck the normies, they don't understand. I just HAVE to climb it.
We can all make it. You just have to break the cycle of demotivation the suits and squares benefit from keeping you in.
