I crumble every time I receive any female attention and I hate myself for it.

>>81753837 (OP)
I don't know how I react to receiving female attention because I've never received it.

>>81753837 (OP)
why are you like this, OP?
stop putting them on a pedestal

>>81753851
its okay - if they like you enough, you can flirt around or touch them a bit
a friend of mine likes to mess with my belly fat lmao

>>81753902
>if they like you enough
they don't though

>>81753930
why not? what do you usually say/do when around them?

>>81753939
It's a deep character flaw, you don't get it,

>>81753963
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come on, nigger just tell me

>>81753983
i am sincerely trying to put it into words for you but i can't, it's that bad

I am not used to it. Other than getting stared at every several years.
They always have company, they never speak to me, so I have nothing to work with or escalate with.
Occasionally I get smiles, but I'm usually too shocked to have time to smile back before it's too late.
Even then, I have no idea what to say to them. I'd be terrible at dating, I'm a hermit. I just want to fuck a lot.
With my shit life, I hardly ever smile. It doesn't come naturally to me.

Two routes include:

> take lexapro
> take estrogen

I did both and my life is good now

>>81754085
you have been Raped

>>81754085
>estrogen
what? why?

>>81754101

Having tits and being hot rocks. Liking yourself and your body feels great and makes everything else easier

>>81754135
lmao love the confidence, anon
keep being hot <3

>>81753837 (OP)
>I crumble every time I receive any female attention
Must be nice anon. A sea monkey will never what it is like?

>>81754135
Alright then post your beautiful tits retard