>ex of 3 yrs cheated on me for bwc
>girl is attracted to me but has ugly rapist phenotype, still erp once but regret it and move on
>bpd girl gets obsessed with me for 3 days. says she hates my friends then I break it off instantly cause she's too normie and I'm afraid
>e-crush that I'm trying to move on from was e-dating a somalian for 2 months. all the reciprocation she did with me was mostly just trying to keep the vibe intact and not actual romantic interest
Humiliation ritual

>>81755740 (OP)
are you bad at judging people?

>all young men around me are taller
>all friends distancing themselves
>insecure about race and height because of stuff ex did
>jews would laugh at me if they saw my life rn
Total, complete humiliation

>>81755791
I'm bad at judging the right thing to do with my life because I'm too deeply affected by being lonely and generally having my pride shattered

>>81755806
i think it's impressive you are so self aware and so nice to others despite your lame life
are you going to keep trying?

>>81755816
>are you going to keep trying?
I'm practically forced to, even though I've contemplated suicide many times(impossible due to what comes after, if I did do it)

>>81755835
are you spiritual? do you believe you will be worse off if you killed yourself or are you worried about your family?
i like your pictures btw they are comfy

>>81755857
Pretty much both. I'd bring a great deal of horrible pain and suffering to my family for no good reason, and not only that, but I would likely end up in hell
>i like your pictures btw they are comfy
Thank you, I try

>>81755871
if doing something bad like that bring bad results the would doing good things bring good results for you and your family?

where are you finding all these women?

>>81756073
never ceases to amaze me

>>81756073
>where are you finding all these women?
4chan desu

>>81756105
where exactly? i need me a 16 year old gf

>>81756139
>where exactly?
On this board

>>81756142
too broad. there's a very slim chance that she'll be from my city. i talked to a duolicious girl 2 years ago that was from my city, but she eventually ghosted me and deleted her account. i guess she got pumped and dumped. sucks because i haven't had a gf in years.

>>81755740 (OP)
There's always getting TOPPED on Grindr to feel better OP

>>81756201
You can always save up and move to wherever a girl here lives

>>81756142
>On this board
nta do you just add every girl you interact with

>>81756511
Pretty much
No real reason not to
well besides the fact you may face humiliation rituals of your own
But that's universal. It's not 4chan that's the problem. I'm getting pretty blackpilled on love and connection in general

>>81756531
Also as for the normie bpd, I met her on vrchat. If you're into normies then that's another option too ig. You can also get in discord servers if you want too, but I don't since again too many normies therefore no hopes for love or connection.

>>81755897
Yes. However I've lost much of my motivation for now. I really am too sensitive to the lack of romantic love that I face. It's my fault in a way, because I am not strong enough to deal with it.

>>81756506
>You can always save up and move to wherever a girl here lives
nah, i'd rather she move in with me or, better yet, i pay her rent and we live in separate apartments within walking distance. with an older age i value "my alone time" and quiet life more, but at the same time im risking not looking adventurous to her eyes.

>>81756531
>Pretty much
That sounds awful. Most of the girls on here aren't even white, and they seem really boring

>>81756531
stop adding "women" from this board, it's just dudes fucking with you
you'd have a better time cybering with me

>>81756593
I don't think it really matters how it's done as long as it just ensures any form of real life contact
>>81756599
I've learned that while I can't be picky, I also cannot help myself since my crush and ex were pretty fun and many just really aren't. That's probably another reason I will be alone for a long time because I'm almost involuntarily cursed towards somewhat high standards for personality.
Anyways yes it's not great. Irl isn't great either. Nothing is great. It's all awful, honestly.
>>81756622
It was all real women. The ones that weren't I've forgotten because it's inconsequential.

>>81756632
excuse me for my schizoid, but you aren't from ohio, are you? you can ignore this message if you want.

>>81756632
>my crush and ex were pretty fun
You met those two on here? What kind of thread? Just gf begging?

>>81756641
Nope. Not Ohio. It's fine to be schizo and ask, since anons here can really seem like you know them, sometimes.
>>81756652
My ex I met on a thread where she was talking about wanting to sexually assault anons. Crude I know. I noticed no one besides someone else put their tag, so I did, then I added her, and shortly after it became a relationship. One not bound to work from the start. A girl offering nudes and such from the beginning is not a good omen for your dynamic in a relationship. It makes it too unbalanced and toxic. Things need to build up naturally if you want something healthy for the future.
My crush, I met in some unrelated thread from another girl I think. I was just mentioning that I was lonely or wanted a girl, I don't really remember what I said. She was unrelated to the thread and OP, but she still added me because I was posting Girl's Last Tour images. It took a while for us to actually hang out, since I was already getting pretty blackpilled on relationships at that point. She brought me hope, because at some point it really felt like we were doing everything short of officially dating, but as you know, that didn't work out either.

My life is comically bad at this point

>>81755740 (OP)
Never give up my nigger.

>>81755740 (OP)
>that pic
Not related to the topic but a girl I spoke to had this as her picture. She was cool but also a lying cunt. Such a shame.

>>81755740 (OP)
somalian? WTF PYAHGAGHAHBDFSYHI

>>81755740 (OP)
Its always a gamble, but keep trying
I'm the right one is out there