>>81757242 (OP)Yeah, but it's because I'm ugly. I work out all the time and have cool hobbies but it doesn't matter because I'm not handsome. The reality of it really hit me once at a party where I told a joke and no one laughed, and then about two hours later a Chad who was there retold my fucking joke after hearing it and everyone thought it was hilarious. It had nothing to do with the joke, just the person telling it. I realized that life was a microcosm of that situation, and that I was the joke