Why do strangers act as roadblocks to me specifically? Even the simplest thing, if they have the power to block me from having it, they will. I tried to go get my car inspection done and he did 2 people ahead of me then told me there's no more time for mine then immediately did the inspection of some woman who walked in. My presence is immediately met with hostility everywhere I go for seemingly no reason. The DMV, the store, walking down the sidewalk police will stop me. I have no tattoos, I wear clean non-ghetto clothes, I'm white, I'm average build (non-fat, but non-fit), when I look in the mirror all I see is an extremely average person blending in. I am certified VERY autistic though (like on the worse end of the spectrum) but how can that get people hostile at me the moment I enter a room? Often an entire place will clear out just from my presence. People treat me like a monster for no reason. Needless to say I've had zero friends/gf or anything at all including money, my entire life, because I'm kept at minimum wage jobs due to this phenomenon.

I'm met with severe skepticism while doing anything, I've applied for apartments then be denied because the landlord was obviously very untrusting of me like he was looking at absolute trash, but then later ALLOWED -ACTUAL- absolute ghetto trash covered in tattoos to move into the apartment.