>one chance at life
>born a touch-repulsed autistic virgin
And no it does not matter how the guy/girl looks but sex just looks gross/uncomfortable and I hate being touched but I hate how romance is always shoved down my throat. Cause I'm not romantic or sexual person.

Am I asexual or is it just an autism thing? I feel like an alien.

I feel the same way I wish you were a girl so we could find true love together and live on Mars

>>81760410
Why do women go to mars?

>>81760194 (OP)
Sounds like a you problem, whine to urself not to us

>>81760588
No this is my diary

Omg, same for me !! It's totally more of an asexual thing, though.

>>81760194 (OP)
i sorta feel this way, but i also have sexual fantasies and want to try it and romance
i enjoy and disdain connection at the same time
i think it is some sort of mental illness