Dear Anna,

It's been 7 years now. I had a dream about you last week.

I miss you. I hope you're doing well.

Skype is dead now. If you ever want to chat you know where you can message me.

Love you.

J

>>81760662 (OP)
Fuck you, Jack. You were never there for me when I needed you and you didn't treat me like I was actually your friend. I was always ignored so you could go hang out with your real friends.

>>81760841
wtf who is Jack? I know this

Dear r9gay

Goodnight

I'll see u tomorrow

Anon

honestly, you're worthless.

honestly you'll always be the beta simp of a sperg autist.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=oiWasPF9I_g&pp=ygUJUmViZWwgc29u

>>81760662 (OP)
Move forward. Stop looking back.
When you're out of gas, the only thing left to burn is all you love, and then yourself.
Do it or die a pussy.

>>81762841
liar desu

>>81760662 (OP)
who's anna

Juliana,
Stop tempting me with as tongue. That mouth is perfect for my cock.

Some stuff has been happening with me that shouldn't be possible to happen.

I don't think it's anything I'm doing

>>81763263
What things have been happening Mike?

These void scribblings are pointless, but I don't have anyone to talk to anymore. Another day spent staring at the ceiling wishing you would return closes. I don't know why things became this way, or if you still think of me. I hope you have some positive memories of me.

>>81763263
Bad opsec finally caught up with Mikey-boi? Didn't think anyone would care enough about you to look into it but kek.

>>81763270
Body stuff.... And mind stuff

https://youtu.be/n61jYCNLgNA?si=jH2FaQ81oFi8Nba3

we took post-rock for granted

>>81763337
Funny bc actually, me too! I finally managed to drink half a gallon per day by keeping a thermos with an ice-cold beverage on my desk at work. I think I was severely dehydrated without realizing.

>>81760662 (OP)
Dear K, I miss you, and I'm truly sorry for breaking up with you.

>>81763568
.... Well did you shrink 2" in height

>>81763699
No but now my skin feels softer without changing anything else. Plus better mood and being more productive at work, getting more done without feeling overwhelmed as often. Feels nice! I put a tiny portion of low sugar syrup into my bottle to make me drink more water but I think keeping the water ice cold makes me want to drink more for some strange reason. I'll keep this up and maybe I'll be able to get rid of my stiff neck that's been plaguing me for a long time now.

>>81763586
Message her, she'll take you back. Just dont let your bpd or hers take over

Along the descent into hopelessness, basically near the start there is a kind of cliff face of probability.
There are fetishes that could reductively be called "low self esteem fetishes".
The number of things that could go wrong in a woman's life to give her any inkling of humility and from this idea desire for such women is created where others would see no value at all.
Things that one would like to imagine would mitigate the all consuming negative of complete and total narcissistim found overwhelmingly in women at large.

The truth is at the bottom in hopelessness itself.
The reality.
There is nothing.
Nothing in the world in any permutation of reality awakens any real sense of humanity in them.
No matter what happens to it through its own actions, the actions of others or happenstance does anything have seemingly any power over their actual self assessment of the value that they possess.

>>81763922
Are you a homosexual man who's been disappointed by a female? There are bad eggs on all sides of gender and demonizing half the population in grounds of some bad experience is silly, don't you think? If you're trying to psyop a straight guy into getting with a man you can go fuck yourself tho.

Like a hammer in a china shop.

What scares me is you know what you're doing

when i post about missing him, stop interoperating it as you. i will never miss you. i miss a boy i never met, thats how much i dont miss you.

stop fucking schizoposting on my threads

>>81764074
I am going to schizopost right now. Your name is between A-Z, you are between the ages of 18-40, and you actually do miss them but won't admit it outloud.

>>81764074
Too bad you miss me

Also be nice, having a rough night

Might aswell lay it all on here.

Regina, Hiba, Aura, Leslie, Stephanie, Rachel, Lissy, Desi. I'm sorry for being an insufferable cunt with shit for brains who constantly and sometimes deliberately tested your patience. I'm sorry for putting too much attention to things that did not matter and too little to the ones that did. For years I've thought about each of you, in my waking life, in day dreams and even in nightmares and right now I come to the conclusion that there's really nothing worth saying that could help me make ammends or glue back something better than it was.

I don't wish I could forget because if I did then a part of me would get buried together with the memories and I think I've come further from where I was when I left each of you. Some of you have kids, others have overcome addiction, some are struggling to make ends meet still, and some I have no clue what has been of you. What I'm sure of is that your lives are better without me in them and I'm happy for that, or at least that's what I'll tell myself.

I want God here to know that as I write this I feel nostalgia and regret, but not wailing deep sadness. Each of you gave me something I can't quite return and moments that I miss in my brain.
I'm not sure if I'm writing this to let go, I'm not ready for that still, but when I am I hope I can think back to when I wrote this because even as I am, I know that there will come a day when I'll only think about the good times in past tense and will live happier in a better present time without wishing for hugs from people that are now strangers to me. I can no longer love what isn't there. I did the best I could and it's time to live on with that fact in the general sense.

i am not having a good time